Vol 1 Ch 4
Chapter 4 | The Two of Us at the Cultural Festival
The lingering heat of late summer had finally passed, and around mid-October, a slight chill was starting to settle in.
For me, it was the start of preparations for one of the school events I dreaded mostâthe cultural festival.
âUh, so as you all know, next monthâs holiday is when the cultural festivalâs happening, and today weâre gonna decide on the planning committee.â
A collective âUghhhâ rose from the classroom.
Enjoying a festival is fine and all, but preparing for it is an absolute pain. For someone like me, a loner who canât even enjoy the festival thanks to being a bocchi, itâs an even bigger ordeal.
âEach class needs one guy and one girl to step up and join the student council-led meetings⊠So, anyone whoâs up for itâ?â
Yagisawa-sensei scanned the room, but of course, not a single hand went up.
âYeah, didnât think so⊠Which is why Iâve already prepared lottery boxes. Boys draw from the right box, girls from the left. If you get a âwinner,â well⊠congrats, I guess? Just accept your fate and step up.â
Complaints aside, we had to decide somehow, so itâd come down to a test of luck.
Our class has 18 boys and 17 girls, making 35 total. So, all I had to do was avoid being the 1 out of 18. Simple enough.
âAlright, starting from the seats by the edge, come up and draw one by one. Oh, and if you get the âwinner,â donât try to hide itâreport it properly.â
My seatâs right at the edge, so Iâd be drawing early. With more losing tickets still in the mix, thatâs a pretty big advantage.
The last lottery drawâfor self-introductionsâwas an unlucky fluke, but getting stuck with the short straw twice in a row? Thatâd be ridiculousâ
âWinner âĄâ
âŠThis sucks.
ââŠSensei, uh, I got it.â
âHuh? Oh, got it. Then the boysâ committee member is Maehara-kun, decided!â
And just like that, my name was scribbled onto the blackboard in no time.
The boysâespecially the sports club guysâlooked visibly relieved. Well, being on the committee means juggling club activities and prep work, so it makes sense theyâd rather avoid it. For a go-home-club guy like me, itâs a fitting role, I suppose.
With me as the sacrificial lamb, the boysâ slot was settled. Now it was the girlsâ turn.
ââŠDonât come up, donât come upâŠ! Yes, a missâŠ!â
By the time the ninth girl drew, the âwinnerâ ticket was still lurking in the box.
By the way, Amami-san had already drawn and got a miss. Asanagi-san was set to draw later, it seemed.
But the girls in the class were starting to look a bit more serious than before.
Especially after I drew the winning ticket, the vibe in the room shifted.
(I kinda saw this coming the moment I drew it, thoughâŠ)
If itâd been any other guy, maybe itâd be fine, but since Iâa lonerâdrew the ticket, itâs only natural things would get awkward. The committee leader has to manage everyone and deal with me, so itâs a double burden. In that sense, I feel genuinely bad for whoever gets stuck with it⊠I was prepared for this, but seeing it play out so obviously stings a little, even if just a tiny bit.
Personally, Iâd be grateful if Asanagi-san ended up taking the fall, but⊠well, letâs see how it goes.
âAlright, guess itâs my turn⊠Yep, miss. Sensei, hereâs proof.â
âHm. Nitta-sanâs safe.â
âSorry, everyone. But if you need help, just let me knowâIâll pitch in.â
Iâd half-expected Nitta-san to do a little victory pose, but surprisingly, her reaction was pretty dry. She even threw in a considerate word for the others.
For a moment, I figured it might be because sheâs part of Amami-sanâs group, which has always been proactive about school events.
But the real reason became clear right after.
ââŠSensei, um.â
â? Whatâs up, Amami-san?â
âYeah. Iâve got something I wanna say to everyone.â
Just as it was almost Asanagi-sanâs turn and the winning ticket still hadnât surfaced, Amami-san raised her hand and stood up.
Her profile wasnât the usual bright smileâit was serious, etched into my vision.
ââHey, does everyone here hate Maehara-kun or something?â
That one line from Amami-san made the classroom fall dead silent.
Iâd sensed something off the moment she stood, but that confirmed it.
Amami-san, the girl who always spread cheer in the class, was now visibly angry at her classmates.
âIâve been watching this whole time, and ever since Maehara-kun got picked, some of youâI wonât name namesâwere openly relieved or praying not to get the winning ticket⊠Why are you avoiding him so much? Why act like itâs such a hassle? Maehara-kun hasnât done anything wrong. So why?â
In this class, ânot doing anythingâ can translate to âa total unknown,â and for some, thatâs reason enough to avoid me as much as possible. If I put myself in their shoes, it stings, sure, but I can kinda get it.
Still, Amami-sanâs spent some time with meâshort as itâs beenâand weâre sorta friends.
Anyone would feel lousy seeing their friend treated like dirt for no reason.
Thatâs exactly why Amami-san got mad.
Nitta-san and a few others who hang out with Amami-san mustâve picked up on that vibe, which explains their relatively tame reactions.
I donât exactly look down on people for reading the room like that. Itâs sneaky, sure, but not contemptible.
âSensei, I got a miss with my draw, but can I volunteer anyway? I wanna do this with Maehara-kun.â
âHuh? W-Well⊠we did start with volunteers, so itâs probably better if someone willing steps up⊠Maehara-kun, you okay with that?â
Thereâs no way I could say no here.
âIf Amami-sanâs fine with it, I donât mindâŠâ
Being alone with her might be a little nerve-wracking, but I could probably manage.
âThen since weâve got a volunteer, the pairâs set as Maehara-kun and Amami-sanââ
âOh, Sensei. I got the winner.â
âRight then, Asanagi-san, whoâd drawn the last winning ticket, crumpled it up and showed it to Sensei.
âHuh? But Asanagi-sanââ
âThe ruleâs that whoever draws the winner does it, right? Iâve got free time anyway, so Iâll do it.â
âUmi⊠but I said Iâdââ Ouch!?
With a swift chop to her hand, Asanagi-san cut in.
âYuu, calm down a bit. I get youâre upset about Maehara-kun being treated badly, but youâre overdoing it right now⊠Look around.â
I agreed with Asanagi-sanâs point.
Making Amami-san mad means getting on the bad side of her circle too. She probably didnât think that far when she spoke, but the room-readers would decide itâs âsaferâ to steer clear of her.
That vibe would spread slowly, and eventually, sheâd end up quietly isolated.
The proof? The girls who felt scolded by Amami-san had gone pale.
Thanks to Asanagi-sanâs nudge, Amami-san finally seemed to catch on.
âOh⊠S-Sorry, Umi. Iââ
âHey, hey, donât apologize to meâapologize to everyone. Go on, itâs still fixable.â
âUgh⊠Sorry, everyone, for saying weird stuff. And Maehara-kun, sorry for startling you too.â
âNah, I donât mind.â
I exchanged a glance and a nod with Asanagi-san, backing up the sulking Amami-san.
âThen, per the lottery, the committeeâs me, Asanagi Umi, and Maehara Maki. So, everyone, letâs make it work. âOh, and Nina.â
ââŠW-What?â
âYou donât have to join the meetings, but youâre helping out. Iâve got your word, so no backing out, got it?â
âUgh⊠Y-Yes.â
That sly side of Asanagi-sanâalways so on point. Gotta respect it.
After the end-of-day homeroom wrapped up and everyone dispersed,
I called out to Asanagi-san, whoâd stayed behind with me for committee work in the now-empty classroom.
âAsanagi.â
âWhat?â
âYouâre seriously impressive, Asanagi.â
âRight? Feel free to praise me more. Hm?â
âDonât get cocky⊠But yeah, this time, Iâve gotta give it to you.â
She smoothed over Amami-sanâs anger and even handled the rattled classmates perfectly.
Compared to me, who could only flail around, sheâs on a whole different level.
âOh? Thanks. But Iâm not that big a deal. All I did was patch up the mood⊠The really impressive oneâs Yuu, you know.â
ââŠAsanagi?â
âIâm not amazing or anything. Just average. Iâm not built for more than that.â
She said it with a self-deprecating tone before continuing.
âBeing able to get mad like thatâstraightforward, not caring about the vibe, purely for someone elseâs sake⊠Even you, Maehara, felt a little moved when Yuu stood up for you, right? âŠI could never do that. Iâm too caught up in keeping the peace.â
âNo, I didnât really thinkââ
âLetâs head home too. Next weekâs gonna get busy, so weâd better brace ourselves now.â
âOh, uh, yeahâŠâ
We walked partway home together after that, chatting about games and mangaânothing deepâbut I couldnât dig any further into what sheâd said.
Something about Asanagi still felt off.
Though the committee selection had me sweating bullets, Asanagi-sanâs quick fix pulled the class vibe back together, and we started pushing toward the cultural festival.
After the meeting, our class settled on making an exhibit.
Naturally, ideas like the classic haunted house or maid cafĂ© popped up in class. Weâd settled on a maid cafĂ© at one point, but too many other classes had the same idea, and overlapping too much was a no-go, so we had to switch.
Hearing about the change, the classmatesâespecially the boysâwere crushed. With lookers like Amami-san, Asanagi-san, and Nitta-san in our class, theyâd been hyped to see them in something different (in cosplayâŠ).
âHey, you pervs over there. Stop moping and give us exhibit ideas. If you pitch in actively, I might consider cosplay on the dayâYuu and Nina, that is.â
âHuh!? Just me and Nina-chan? What about you, Umi!?â
âIâm backstage. As the producer, my jobâs to use you two as bait to snag first place in the popularity vote. Right, Maehara-kun?â
âDonât drag me into thisâŠâ
Our schoolâs cultural festival has a voting thing where visitors pick their favorite exhibit. Top three get a school commendation, but the prize is just a ballpoint pen or something, so I donât see the point in going all out.
Anyway, cosplay talk got shelved for now. First up: deciding the exhibit.
ââAlright. So for the exhibit, weâll go with Maehara-kunâs suggestion: a mosaic art using empty cans.â
Ideas like a TV-inspired contraption or a domino setup using the whole classroom came up, but factoring in budget and photo-worthiness, we settled on my plain-but-solid empty-can mosaic art.
The designâlike what picture to useâis still TBD, but if I get my mom to help, weâll have plenty of reference materials. For cardboard and cans, we can ask nearby supermarkets or diners to pitch in.
Asanagi-san and I would draft the design, and the class would work off our instructions. With that settled, todayâs discussion wrapped up.
âMan, Iâm beatâŠâ
With everything done, I collapsed onto my desk, drained.
Itâs a lottery pick, so Iâve got no choice but to do it, but getting this wiped out just from being in front of people? The meeting was mostly run by Asanagi-san, with me just assisting, but years of being a bocchi have clearly tanked my stamina more than I thought.
âYo, good work.â
âGood workâŠâ
âWhat, youâre this wiped from the first meeting? At this rate, your hairâll be white by the time the festivalâs over.â
âIâd say no way⊠but mood-wise, maybe.â
This mosaic art thing wonât cost much, but the workloadâs gonna be hefty.
Iâll try to schedule it so things go smoothly, but from past experience, these things usually run late, and weâll end up pulling an all-nighter the day before.
Getting thrown into leading the class for a cultural festival with zero experience? Iâm guaranteed to burn out after.
âThatâs why Iâm seriously glad my partnerâs Asanagi this time. If itâd been Amami-san or Nitta-san, Iâd be totally screwed.â
Thanks to Asanagi-san stepping up as the girlsâ rep, Amami-san and Nitta-san have been on board from the start. So far, Iâm managing somehow.
âRight? You should be thanking my insane lottery luck⊠is what Iâd like to say, but⊠here, a present for you, Maehara-kun.â
â?â
Asanagi-san handed me a crumpled white scrap of paper.
âWhatâs this?â
ââŠThe ticket I drew earlier.â
Meaning the one sheâd crushed during the committee pick.
â! But if this is the one you drew, thenââ
A contradiction clicked into place.
âAsanagi, did youââ
Asanagi-san gave an awkward, sheepish look.
âYeah, thatâs right⊠Sorry, Maehara. My ticket was actually a miss.â
âHuh? But⊠Sensei tooââ
âSensei obviously noticed, but I bulldozed through it.â
The vibe had been so tense right before that Sensei probably just wanted to smooth things over quietly.
Asanagi-san took advantage of that.
âTo pull that off in that atmosphere⊠Like I always say, Asanagi, youâve got some serious gutsâor something. Youâre amazing, seriously.â
ââŠYouâre not mad, Maehara? I technically cheated.â
âIf it were a lottery jackpot, maybe, but this time itâs a total dud ticket everyone agrees sucks. No oneâs gonna complain.â
For most of the girls in class, drawing the winner meant a ton of committee work plus partnering with me, so theyâre probably relieved Asanagi-san took the hit.
That kind of cheating? Iâm not gonna make a fuss. If anything, I feel bad for making Asanagi-san cover for me again.
âSo, what Iâve got to say to you hasnât changed, Asanagi⊠Iâm glad you drew the winning ticket. Thatâs it.â
Strictly speaking, she drew a miss, but to me, that miss was a âwinnerââand thatâs good enough in my book.
Itâs a different kind of shielding from Amami-sanâs, but Asanagi-sanâs way of looking out for me? I donât hate it.
ââŠGot it.â
âYeah. Got it.â
âGot it⊠Yeah, thanks, Maehara. That makes me feel a bit lighter.â
âDoes it? Good then.â
âYeah. Hehe.â
Saying that, Asanagi-san flashed a soft, relieved smile.
That smile looked so cute that I had to look away to hide my embarrassment.
If she showed this side of herself more, her charm would shine through way easierâbut I was too shy to say that out loud.
ââŠOh, but this time it worked out âcause the winning ticket was still in play. What were you gonna do if someone else drew it first?â
âIf that happened, itâd probably get changed later, so Iâd volunteer then. I mean, Maehara, youâre kinda like a hazardous substance in this class. Most girls probably couldnât handle you.â
âWhat am I, toxic gas? âŠWell, Iâve got a track record, I guess.â
After all, Iâm the guy who flat-out told Amami-sanâs group, âNo way in hell Iâd ever hang with you lot.â
No one knows when or how I might act upâso right now, the only one who can deal with me properly is Asanagi-san, my âfriend.â
âAnyway, that aside. Timeâs short, so letâs pick a theme already. Oh, Asanagi, got any ideas?â
âNot none⊠What about you, Maehara?â
ââŠIâve got something too.â
Lately, weâve been into the same stuff, so our answers might line up.
âWanna say it on three?â
âSure, why not.â
âââŠOne, two, threeâââ
And so began our cultural festival, just the two of us.
For the theme, we settled on the protagonist of a dark-hero shonen manga thatâs blowing up lately thanks to its anime. With that, we dove into drafting the design.
âFirst, which image to use⊠Asanagi, what do you think?â
âGotta be the cover of Volume 1, right? Blades, blood, guts everywhereâthatâs the peak push point.â
âThen the paletteâs mainly red and black⊠Well, that means weâll mostly use the cola cans I always drink from, so gathering them shouldnât be too tough.â
Depends on the size, but for something decently big, weâd need hundreds of cans at least. So, weâd start collecting the main colors now.
âIâll trace the official art to set it up⊠Wonder if thatâs okay. Maybe we should check just in case. Whatâd Masaki-san say?â
âMomâs take was, âMy jobâs too damn busy to deal with inquiries, and itâs just a high school exhibit, so they probably wonât careâgo for it.ââ
âThatâs so Masaki-san. Still, letâs at least shoot an email.â
âYeah.â
We could go full fan-art mode and come up with everything ourselves, but sadly, neither Asanagi nor I have that kind of art skill. Drawing an original piece was an option, but itâd lack punch. Since the class agreed to aim high if weâre doing this, a licensed characterâs got better recognition going for it.
âThen we just pick a good image, turn it into a design, andââ
âWell, well, Iâve heard everything, you two!
ââHm?ââ
Just as things were rolling smoothly, a girlâs voice cut through.
She was hiding behind the door, trying not to be seen, but that cute voice gave her away instantly.
âAmami-san?â
âYuu, whatâre you up to?â
âHehe, as expected of Umi and Maki-kun⊠Truly worthy of being my frienâOof!?â
As Amami-san dashed over to us, Asanagi-sanâs forehead flick landed square on her.
âO-Ow, Umi~!â
âWhat about your post? Yuu, didnât I put you and Nina in charge of the can-collecting crew?â
âI was gonna do that at first, but⊠you know, seeing you and Maki-kun struggling so much, I thought I could help out here instead~ Oh, I got permission, of course.â
With exhibit prep and meetings, weâd been pretty slammed since morning, so Amami-san probably wanted to pitch in with us.
âThanks for worrying, Amami-san. But weâve got the plan set, so we donât need extra hands right now.â
âExactly. Weâll take the sentiment, but leave this to the two of us and get back to the others.â
âUgh⊠Maki-kun!â
ââŠAmami-san, staring at me wonât change anything.â
I wouldnât mind her sticking around, but if I coddle her too much, Asanagi-sanâthe guardianâwill get mad, so Iâve gotta play tough here.
âFine, fine, I get it~ Stingy pair⊠Oh, is that manga over there the theme you picked?â
âYeah, itâs reference material.â
âHuh. Kinda wild vibe, huh? But the characterâs super cool.â
Amami-san picked up the volume and started flipping through it casually.
With all the intense battles and gore, I figured a girl like Amami-san wouldnât get it.
ââŠHey, mind if I try drawing this?â
âHuh?â
After skimming it, Amami-san said that out of nowhere.
âAmami-san, you can draw? Asanagi-san, did you know?â
âNo⊠Yuu, youâve never done that before, right?â
âYeah. But before I got close to Umi, I used to draw alone sometimes⊠And after reading this, I kinda feel like I could do it.â
Itâs been a while since she last drew, but is that really okay?
âMaki-kun, can I borrow a pen and paper?â
âUh? Sure, I donât mind.â
Taking a ballpoint pen and loose-leaf paper from me, Amami-san started sketching smoothly without even glancing at the reference.
âHmm⊠Swinging a sword or saw all whoosh, zombies going âargh,â blood gushing out everywhere, then striking a cool pose in the centerâŠâ
Muttering stuff like that, Amami-san kept filling in the drawing.
âYuu, youââ
âSorry, Umi. Just ten more minutes.â
She was already zoned in on the drawing, her vibe flipping to dead serious. Like a switch had flipped on.
ââDone. Howâs this? I just went off the manga and drew it my way.â
â! ThisâŠâ
Seeing the sketch she handed over, Asanagi-san and I were floored.
It was flawless. Not a straight copy, but the characterâs details were spot-on, and the mangaâs raw, dynamic style was perfectly captured.
And with just a single ballpoint pen.
âAmami-san, are you secretly a pro illustrator or somethingâŠ?â
âNo way~ But for something after so long, Iâm pretty happy with it~â
Amami-san puffed out her chest proudly, but this is âafter so longâ?
âAsanagi-san, weâve gotta get her help with thisâŠâ
ââŠâ
âAsanagi-sanâŠ?â
âHuh!? Oh, y-yeah. Right. If sheâs this good, Yuu should handle the art⊠Wait, why not color this one?â
Iâd thought the same. The palette might get tricky, but the impact would be killer.
âReally? Then I can help you two out with this!â
Help? Sheâs practically stealing the show at this point.
Angelic looks and artistic talent? Her specs are way too stacked.
âSo, letâs switch to the three of us handling the design from now on. Iâll calculate the can count, so Amami-san, focus on the art, okay?â
âGot it! Umi, Maki-kun, looking forward to working together! Alright, Iâm heading home to start coloring. Umi, can you check if itâs okay?â
âSure. Iâll shoot down anything off the mark as you go?â
âUmi, you demon⊠But itâs my first high school cultural festival, so Iâm gonna go all out!â
âOh? Nice. And your studies?â
ââŠUh, wellâŠâ
âYou littleââ
âOw!? Help, Maki-kun! Umiâs bullying me~!â
âStop clinging to Maehara-kun when youâre in a pinch⊠Anyway, thatâs it for today. Good work, Maehara-kun.â
âGood work, Maki-kun. See you tomorrow!â
Bickering as usual, Amami-san and Asanagi-san left the classroom.
With Amami-sanâs unexpected genius talent coming into play, the cultural festival prep should go off without a hitch.
Still, one thingâs nagging at me.
I fired off a quick message.
(Maehara) Asanagi
(Asanagi) What? Something up?
(Maehara) Nah, not really. Just got a vibe you werenât quite yourself.
(Asanagi) Oh⊠Yuuâs pretty good at drawing, huh.
(Asanagi) Just hit me that even with a best friend, thereâs tons I donât know. Thatâs all.
(Asanagi) So donât worry about me, Maehara.
(Asanagi) Iâm fine.
(Maehara) Sure?
(Asanagi) Yep.
(Maehara) Really sure?
(Asanagi) Really!
(Maehara) Alright then.
If Asanagi-san says so, Iâve got no choice but to trust her.
ââŠThen whyâd you look so pained?â
Muttering to myself, I pictured Asanagi-sanâs bitter profile as Amami-san dragged her off.
The next day, Amami-sanâs streak kept going strong.
âWhat? For real? Yuu-chin drew this? Thatâs insane!â
âEhehe, you think? I got kinda pumped since itâs the cultural festival, and I just went all out. Skipped sleep and powered through!â
Beaming shyly, Amami-san showed off the colored version sheâd rushed to finish based on yesterdayâs rough sketch.
Iâd already checked the file Asanagi-san sent, and as the classmates raved, the colored piece was, of course, incredible.
Next, weâd turn this into the mosaic art, tweak it a bit, and prep materials to hand over to the class and committee.
âWe did it, Umi! Staying up all night was worth it!â
âSeriously. I only stuck around âcause Iâm sorta in charge, but otherwise, Iâd have crashed on your bed.â
She casually mentioned crashing at Amami-sanâs place, but no one batted an eye. Just bestie stuffâtotally normal for same-sex pals.
Whyâs it such a big deal when itâs the opposite sex?
Thatâs why that morning-after thing made me weirdly conscious of Asanagi-san⊠Anyway, focus on my job now.
Lucky breakâitâs Friday, end of the week. I donât love bringing schoolwork home, but if I finish over the weekend, we can jump into production Monday.
(Guess thereâs no plans with Asanagi today, huh.)
Between the all-nighter and today, Asanagi-sanâs looking sleepy, and I donât wanna push her too hard. Itâs not like the festivalâs tomorrowâthereâs still plenty of time. Sheâd burn out before the big day otherwise.
(Maehara) Good work.
(Asanagi) Hm. Praise me more.
(Maehara) Youâre amazing and hardworking.
(Asanagi) Oi, whereâs your vocab?
(Maehara) Kidding. Helping Amami-san mustâve been rough, huh?
(Asanagi) You get it.
(Maehara) Well, after seeing that insane stuff yesterdayâŠ
(Maehara) Anyway, donât overdo it todayâjust go home and sleep.
(Asanagi) Maybe I will. Yesterday was a bit much.
(Maehara) Cool. Iâll email the tweaked files at Sunday.
(Asanagi) Got it. Iâll tell Yuu too.
Her face is tired from lack of sleep, but her messaging vibeâs the usual. No weirdness like yesterday.
â! Oh, Maki-kun! Letâs rock this cultural festival prep together!â
ââŠUh, yeah. Sure.â
Looking up, I caught Amami-sanâs eye by chance, and she waved at me energetically.
Asanagi-sanâs wiped from staying up with her, but the one who actually worked is as hyper as ever⊠Endless talent and stamina? Is she even human like me and Asanagi-san?
After school, I headed home and got to work right away.
But first, food.
ââPizza Rocket here~â
âUh, this is Maehara.â
âHey~ Same as usual, right~?â
This time, I got the usual pizza, fries, and nuggets set, but swapped the drink for an energy drink. Not like it changes much, but itâs about the vibe.
While waiting, I figured Iâd get a head start and sat at my PC.
ââŠBeen a while since Iâve done this, huh.â
I muttered to myself without thinking.
A dim, quiet room.
Sitting alone with just the hum of my desktop PCâs fan, I mumbled again.
Thinking about it, this used to be my norm. Alone in a dim room, scarfing down junk food with cola, playing games. When I got bored, Iâd read manga, watch movies on TV, or dig through videos online.
So whyâd I feel like itâs âbeen a whileâ?
The reason, obviously, was one girl: Asanagi Umi.
Even if what we did didnât change when Asanagi came over, her presence alone turned the dim room bright, the stale air fresh, and filled it with a sweet scent.
It hasnât even been two months since I became friends with Asanagi.
âAm I⊠feeling lonely?â
Somethingâs missing.
I told Asanagi itâs fine to be alone today, thought Iâd chill for once.
Yet here I am, already feeling lonely without someone next to me.
Alone in a living room that feels oddly dark.
ââŠUgh, whatever.â
Unable to stand the gloom, I grabbed my phone half in a huff.
The rare call Iâd make myself was, of course, to Asanagi.
As the ringtone sounded, my heartbeat picked up. Why am I so nervous?
ââŠWhat? Something wrong?â
âOh, sorry, Asanagi⊠Were you asleep?â
âYeah. Took a quick nap, about to eat dinner. Havenât showered yet, though, so Iâm not sleeping for real. Iâm not a grandpa.â
âOh, right. Yeah.â
âSo, whatâs up? You usually just message me, but a call? Thatâs rare. Trouble or something?â
âNo, not like that⊠Well, maybe sorta. Felt weird tweaking stuff solo, so I thought that too.â
Thatâs not it. I just wanted to hear Asanagiâs voice.
Lately, sheâs always been around, so I got a bit lonely out of nowhere. Thatâs why.
No way I could say something that embarrassing, though.
ââŠYeah, and?â
âSo, uh⊠I know youâre tired, and I feel bad, butââ
Why am I this nervous?
Itâs just inviting a friend over with a âWanna hang out?â
âIf itâs not a problem, I meanââ
ââŠYeah.â
âCome over to my place, work on the design, eat some food, mess around⊠or something.â
Messagingâs fine, but on a call, my bocchi habits kick inâI ramble and barely get half my point across.
ââŠGot it. So basically, Maeharaâs lonely without me?â
âNo, thatâs not⊠Not really.â
âNope, too lateâitâs obvious. Come on, just say it already. âMaehara Maki canât live without Asanagi Umi~ââ
âTch, thatâs not itâŠâ
âHehe, Maeharaâs so cute. Like a little bunny.â
âThe bunny thingâs a myth.â
âI know. But you called me, didnât you?â
âUghâŠâ
âCome on~ Spill it all to meâitâll feel good!â
âGuh⊠Ugh, I knew I shouldnât have called. I was worried youâd be lonely by yourself today, thatâs all.â
âOh? Really now?â
I screwed up big-time calling her on a whim, and now sheâs got me on the ropes.
My faceâmy cheeksâare burning. Embarrassing. Just rewind time a little, please.
âUgh⊠Forget it, Iâll do it solo. Bye.â
âHuh? You sure? If you beg, I might consider it~â
âIâm sure!â
âHehe, too bad~â
Saying stuff I donât mean. Sheâs totally toying with me. Lame.
âOh, and this call⊠You donât have to forget it, but at least keep it a secret.â
âSure. Then, can I ask one thing in return, Maehara?â
âIf itâs doable⊠What?â
After a brief pause, Asanagi said one line.
ââŠCan I come over anyway? I was feeling a little lonely too.â
After all that teasing, this.
Like always, I canât win against Asanagi.
ââŠThatâs fine, I guess.â
âHehe, thanks. Iâll head over now⊠Oh, and foodâs on you, so donât forget to add more orders!â
With that, Asanagi hung up fast.
It turned into our usual weekend hangout, but whyâs my heart racing more than normal?
Not long after, Asanagi showed up in her usual casual jeans. Still, sheâs normally in her uniform when we hang out here, so the casual look feels fresh.
âYo.â
âHey, welcome. I added the orders. Usualâs fine, right?â
âYep, thanks. Oh, Masaki-san called earlier. Said I can kick you if you act weird.â
âKick where? Geez, that womanâŠâ
Iâm not planning to mess up like last time, so it should be fine.
Since I dragged her over when sheâs tired, she might crash, but Iâll wake her up properly when itâs time.
âŠAnd obviously, I wonât do anything weird.
âHey, Maehara.â
âHm? What?â
âJust felt like saying it~â
âWhatâs that about?â
âHehe.â
From the moment I opened the door, Asanagiâs been grinning at me nonstop. Sheâs not doing anything extra, but itâs clear sheâs teasing me about the call. At this rate, she might milk this for a while.
My cheeks are still kinda warm.
â~âȘâ
Oblivious to my mood, Asanagi hummed cheerfully while setting up her plate and glass.
Weâre not doing anything special, but she looks super happy today.
âWanna knock out the work quick first? Youâve already started the mosaic, right?â
âYeah. Still need to tweak some color details, though.â
Grabbing chairs from the living room, we sat side by side to work.
âMaehara, scooting in a bit.â
âHm? Oh, uhâŠâ
The workspace is tight, so me and Asanagi end up pressed close together. Naturally, that means Asanagiâs face is right beside mine, but this time, itâs not just that.
âHey, Asanagi?â
âHm~?â
âSticking close is one thing, but whyâs your arm, uh, wrapped around mine?â
âHuh? Must be your imagination.â
âNo way. Look at where your arm is right now.â
âFine, fine. Geez, Iâm doing you a favor here, and Maki-kunâs all shy about it~â
âIâm good, thanks.â
âOh, shame. But that little hug just now? Three thousand yen.â
âHighway robbery.â
I canât help her teasing, but Asanagiâs extra touchy today, it feels like.
Itâs throwing me off, but I brushed her arm away gently and got back to work.
âMaehara, this partâred or black, what do you think?â
âHmm⊠Redâs too bright, blackâs off⊠Maybe something in between, like maroon or a dark purple, would work?â
âThen weâll hunt for cans in that color. Dr. Pepperâs close, maybe? Not many stores stock it around here, though. Should we⊠ask Sensei for some as a âdonationâ?â
âYeah, letâs mooch off him.â
âHey, I corrected myselfâgive me some credit.â
âKidding. Weâve got other options anyway, so begging for drinks is a last resort.â
âOptions?â
âDing-dong, the intercom buzzed.
âPizza Rocket here~â
â! Oh, maybeââ
âExactly⊠Sorry, got a quick non-order question for you.â
After some haggling, we scored a deal to nab a few dozen spare cans from the shop.
That pizza place we always hit up has a crazy drink selection, so I figured theyâd have the colors we needâand I was right.
âGuess that sorts the materials, huh? Oh, dibs on this chicken!â
âJust the other supplies left to grab⊠Yoink, taking your hashbrowns.â
âHey, didnât your mom teach you not to steal food?â
âShe taught me to hit back when Iâm hit.â
Swiping each otherâs sides, Asanagi and I dug into our usual junk feast. We know itâs bad manners, but it just tastes better this way.
âThanks for the meal~⊠Alright, tummyâs full, soââ
âBack to work?â
âNah, game time.â
âThat way, huh? Fine, Iâm in.â
Thereâs still work left, but I can handle it solo.
All in all, glad I invited Asanagi over. Call embarrassment aside, it balances out.
ââŠTake that, sucker!â
â! Crapââ
I was set to crush her as usual, but a slip-up let Asanagi snag the win.
âYes~! Finally beat Maki-kun in serious modeâscore!â
âUgh, what a screw-upâŠâ
Got lazy mid-game, fell right into her trap, and ate a bullet storm.
âAsanagi, rematch!â
âOh? Heh, bring it on. Iâll take you down again.â
âGetting smug⊠Iâm winning this time.â
âPfft, Iâll crush you for a two-streak.â
I turned it around and smoked her next round to save face, but man, sheâs gotten sharper since last time with Amami-san.
Probably been grinding on the sly.
No flash genius like Amami-san, but steady, hardworking, building skills bit by bitâthatâs Asanagi Umiâs style, I think.
Games, studies, whatever else, probably.
âSo, still got some time. Whatâs next? Another game, or maybe a movie for once?â
âOh, uh⊠Yeah, sure~⊠ZzzâŠâ
âAsanagi?â
She was clutching the controller, leaning on my shoulder, dozing off.
Looked like her focus tanked near the endâguess sheâs hit her limit.
âAsanagi, sleepy?â
âOh, yeah⊠Kinda out of juice⊠Yawn.â
âThen crash. Iâll wake you up proper this time.â
âMm. Grab the blanket from your room then.â
âDemanding, huh? Fine.â
I snagged the blanket from my bed and draped it over Asanagi, sprawled on the sofa.
âHehe⊠Yeah, this thingâs nice and warm.â
Wrapped up with just her face peeking out, she looked like a cocoon. Itâs a cheap, old blanket, but if she likes it, cool.
âAlright, Iâll wake you in thirty. Iâll wrap up some workââ
âMaehara, hold up.â
I started to get off the sofa to finish stuff, but Asanagi tugged my shirt hem.
Sheâs dead tired but still gripping tight.
âWhatâs up?â
âMaehara, umâŠâ
âYeah?â
âCan we⊠hold hands?â
âHuh?â
My heart skipped a beat.
âW-Why?â
âDunno. Just feel like it⊠Is that okay?â
âWellâŠâ
When Asanagi asks like that, I canât say no.
âSure, I guess.â
âEhehe.â
She smiled shyly like before and gently squeezed my hand.
Her warmth seeped through, slow and soft.
âThanks. Youâre really nice, Maehara.â
âThree thousand yen.â
âHey!â
âJust paying you back.â
âUgh, youâre the worst, Maehara.â
Even as she griped, our grip tightened.
Why are we even doing this? âCause weâre lonely? Craving someoneâs warmth? I donât get it myself.
Friends donât usually do this, I bet.
Still, looking at Asanagi, I feel warm and just go with it.
âHey, Maehara.â
ââŠWhat?â
âI think, maybeââ
âDing-dong.
Asanagi started to say something, but the intercom cut her off with a visitor.
ââŠMaehara, sounds like someoneâs here.â
âYeah. But who at this hour⊠Not delivery, right?â
Living in an apartment, sometimes itâs a wrong buzzer, a salesman, or just some creep, so I ignore unknowns.
ââEvening, Maki-kun. Sorry for dropping by so late.â
âOhâŠâ
Seeing who it was on the monitor, my mind blanked out.
Why her, now, at this exact moment?
âAmami-sanâŠ?â
âHey, Maki-kun⊠Umiâs there, right?â
ââŠSorry, can you wait a sec?â
I stalled her and bolted back to Asanagi.
This is bad, no matter how you slice it.
ââŠYuuâs out there?â
âStill at the entrance⊠Did she spot you leaving your place or something?â
âI was careful, so I donât think so⊠Hopefully.â
Amami-san and Asanagi-san live kinda far apart, so unless she was staking out, itâs unlikely she caught Asanagi leaving by chance.
Meaning Amami-san was half-sure Asanagiâd be at my place today.
âAsanagi, about usâdid you tell Amami-sanâŠ?â
âUh⊠WellâŠâ
âYou still havenât told her?â
Asanagi nods with an apologetic look, but Iâm not in the mood to blame her for it now.
If Asanagi hasnât said anything, that means Amami-san mustâve figured out at some point that me and Asanagi are close friends.
Even if I play dumb and try to shoo her away, itâd probably be pointless in this situation.
âMaehara, sorry. IâŠâ
âNo, itâs my fault for bringing it up in the first place. You didnât do anything wrong, Asanagi.â
Might as well own up to it cleanly. Asanagi didnât choose to do this because she wanted to, after all.
I had Asanagi sit by the table, then let Amami-san into the house.
Silence settles between the three of us.
ââŠUmi.â
âYuuâŠâ
Under Amami-sanâs unwavering gaze, Asanagi can only look away.
A timid Asanagi and an Amami-san watching her with pitying eyes⊠Itâs the complete opposite of the dynamic they usually show at school.
âAmami-san, do you want a drink orââ
âIâm fine. Iâll head home soon anyway. Wouldnât want to interrupt you twoâs precious time, right?â
âYuu, I didnât mean it likeââ
âAsanagi, let me handle this.â
Letting them talk it out alone would be bad. Iâve got to step in and manage this somehow.
ââŠAmami-san, how long have you known about me and Asanagi?â
âI started getting suspicious⊠probably around the âfamily stuffâ excuse. It was just too frequent, you know?â
Neither me nor Asanagi shouldâve done anything too obvious, but I guess it was still too much to hide from her.
âI donât think the rest of the class has caught on⊠but sorry, Umi. Just like how everyone in class looks at me, Iâve always been watching my best friend too.â
Turning down Amami-sanâs invitations with âfamily stuffâ as an excuse, only to secretly hang out with a guy sheâd just met in Aprilâhow must Amami-san have felt, left out in the cold by her best friend, watching it all unfold?
âHey, Umi, why didnât you tell me you were hanging out with Maki-kun? I kept waiting, thinking youâd definitely tell me eventually because itâs you, but you never did.â
âThatâsâŠâ
âAmami-san, Iâm sorry. Itâs my fault. I didnât want the class to start talking, so I asked Asanagi to keep it a secret⊠Right, Asanagi?â
ââŠâ
Itâs true I asked Asanagi to keep quiet, but she neither confirms nor denies itâjust stares at the floor.
Itâs my fault, so why does Asanagi look like sheâs the one who messed up?
âHey, Umi, is what Maki-kun just said true?â
ââŠâ
Itâs not a lie.
It shouldnât be a lie, yet Asanagi still doesnât say anything.
âUmi, why wonât you say anything? Is it because you donât trust me? Or am I the only one who thinks weâre best friends, and to you, Iâm not?â
âN-No, thatâs⊠Yuu, youâre stillââ
âThen why didnât you tell me about Maki-kun? If youâd just said you didnât want the class to know and wanted to keep it low-key, I wouldâve kept it a secret for you.â
That was the whole pointâwhy me and Asanagi decided that sleepover night to come clean to Amami-san.
But in the end, Asanagi never told her, and here we are now.
ââŠMaybe youâre right, Yuu. If it were you, youâd probably keep it a secret if I told you, and youâd meddle in all sorts of ways for me and Maehara.â
âThen whyâŠâ
âBecauseâŠâ
After a pause, Asanagi murmurs to her best friend in a strained voice.
ââŠSorry. I canât say it. âŠI donât want to say it.â
Asanagi grips the hem of my shirt tightly as she sits beside me.
Iâd wondered why Asanagi kept our friendship from Amami-san, but maybe she has her own reasonsâreasons enough to hide it from her too.
Iâve never seen Asanagi like this before.
ââŠSorry, Maehara. Itâs late, and my momâll worry, so Iâll head out for today.â
âOh, if Umiâs leaving, Iâll go withââ
âWait.â
Asanagi stops Amami-san from following with a raised hand.
âYuu, you just got here, so rest a bit before you go. âŠAnd honestly, let me head back alone. Being alone with you in this mood⊠sorry, itâs a little tough for me.â
âUmiâŠâ
Itâs an unmistakable rejection.
For the first time, a crack forms between these two best friends, who Iâve never seen fight before.
ââŠSorry, Yuu. Iâm awful, arenât I?â
âOh, Umiââ
âMaehara, see you later. Thanks for the call today. âŠIt really made me happy.â
With a lonely smile, Asanagi slips out of the room, almost fleeing from me and Amami-san.
âMaki-kun⊠what do I do? IâŠâ
ââŠYeah.â
Should I chase after her right now, or give it some time for us all to cool off?
I canât find an answer to that just yet.
Dragging the weekendâs aftermath behind me, I spend Saturday and Sunday at home before the new week begins.
I leave for school a bit earlier than usual that Monday.
I finished the design plans over the weekend break. Now itâs just a matter of copying them for the whole class and starting on the mosaic art exhibit.
Iâm not in the mood, but work is work, and everything else is separate.
After what happened over the weekend, I briefly wonder if she might skip school, but Asanagiâs properly seated at her desk. Naturally, Amami-sanâs with her.
âOh, itâs Maki-kun. Morning~!â
âMorning, Amami-san. âŠAnd you too, Asanagi-san.â
âMm. Hey.â
Iâm nervous after last week, but Asanagi responds to my greeting in her usual tone.
âOh, right. Hereâs the design plan. I worked out the number of cans by color and all that. I double-checked, but if somethingâs off or bothers you, let me know.â
âGot it. Whoa, amazing! Seeing it like this, it really feels like art. I wonder what itâll look like finished. Right, Umi?â
âWell, the original drawingâs crazy good, so unless we royally screw up, itâll be fine. Oh, Iâll hand out the copies, so give them to me.â
âSorry, can I leave that to you?â
âOf course.â
Smiling as she says it, Asanagi looksâshockinglyâevery bit like the usual Asanagi Umi from any angle.
Even how she interacts with Amami-san feels like Friday never happened.
Did they maybe make up over the weekend? I want to ask, but thereâs no way I can bring it up with the whole class around.
For now, I figure Iâll shoot her a message⊠As I sit at my desk, my phone buzzes in my pocket.
Assuming itâs Asanagi, I check the screenâonly to see a different icon than usual.
A cute rabbit character icon with the name âAmami.â
Glancing up, I catch Amami-san sneaking a peek at me.
(Amami) Maki-kun, sorry for messaging out of nowhere.
(Maehara) Amami-san, donât look over hereâitâll tip everyone off.
(Amami) Oh, sorry! Iâm not used to this.
(Maehara) So, whatâs up?
(Amami) Um⊠itâs about Umi. Did you talk to her or anything after that?
(Maehara) Nope, nothing special. What about you?
(Amami) Actually, me neither. It was too awkward to reach out over the weekend.
(Amami) But this morning, she came to pick me up like nothing happened.
(Amami) I thought maybe youâd talked to her, Maki-kun.
(Maehara) Did Asanagi say anything?
(Amami) Just âSorry about Friday, forget it,â and thatâs it.
So theyâre just pretending on the surfaceâmeaning they havenât properly made up yet.
Asanagiâs words to Amami-san from that night flash through my mind.
Once words are spoken, you canât take them back.
Even if Asanagi asks her to forget it and Amami-san tries to, as long as the memory lingers, itâll creep back up in quiet moments.
The good and the bad alike. And sometimes, that leaves lingering resentment.
Things might never fully go back to how they were between them. But I canât just leave it like this either.
Theyâve been best friends forever, and as Asanagi Umiâs âfriend,â I canât let my involvement ruin thatâI absolutely have to prevent it.
(Maehara) Amami-san, can you leave it to me for now?
(Amami) Sure. Me saying something might backfire anyway⊠Okay, Iâll leave it to you.
(Maehara) Thanks, Amami-san. Letâs talk again after school or something.
After wrapping up with Amami-san, I immediately fire off a message to Asanagi.
(Maehara) Hey, Asanagi.
(Maehara) Asanagi, câmon.
(Maehara) Whyâre you ignoring me?
She has to know the messages are coming, but no matter how long I wait, Asanagi leaves them on read.
To anyone else, Asanagi might seem perfectly normal, but to me and Amami-sanâwho know whatâs upâitâs nothing but weird.
With the design plan done, cultural festival prep officially kicks off today.
Making the mosaic art isnât that complicated. Punch holes in the cans with an awl, thread them onto string in the order from the plan, then hang them from the rooftop railing.
The bottleneckâs the work time. If we fall behind, weâll have to pull an all-nighter, but thatâs only allowed the night before the festival, so we need to get most of it done beforehand.
Submitting the work schedule to the student council and giving instructions to the class falls under the class committeeâs authority, meaning I need to coordinate smoothly with my partner, Asanagi.
(Maehara) Asanagi.
(Asanagi) What?
(Maehara) Letâs talk.
(Asanagi) No.
Sheâs responding now, but itâs just flat-out rejection like this.
She chats normally with Amami-san or Nitta-san, laughing over trivial stuff, but with me, she wonât even meet my eyes.
Why? The awkward vibe was supposed to be between Asanagi and Amami-san, so why, after the weekend, is it me and Asanagi stuck in this weird air instead?
(Amami) Maki-kun, is Umi kinda ignoring you?
(Maehara) Kinda, yeah.
(Amami) Oh no.
(Amami) Should I try asking her instead?
(Maehara) Nah, Iâll keep at it a bit longer.
(Amami) You sure? Let me know if itâs too much, okay?
(Maehara) Got it.
If she wonât reply to messages, Iâll have to catch her in person and talk directly.
Stand up, go to Asanagi, and say, âWe need to talk.â
Sounds simple, but for a guy like meâwho usually just polishes the chair with his butt in classâit takes a bit of guts.
Still, I donât want to drag this vibe out forever.
I want to talk to Asanagi and make up properly.
ââŠUh, Asanagi-san, got a sec?â
After fifth period, with one class left before dismissal, I weave through the relaxed classroom vibe toward Asanagiâs desk.
Naturally, Asanagiâs surprised, and the eyes of Amami-san and the rest of the class turn to me, but that doesnât matter right now.
ââŠWhat?â
âUm⊠I wanted to talk. With you, Asanagi-san.â
My words stir a murmur among the classmates, butâ
âOh, is it about the design plan? There were a couple of mix-ups in the specs, huh.â
Asanagi jumps in to douse the fire, and a âOh, thatâs all?â vibe drifts through the room.
âNo, not that. Thereâs work stuff, sure, but⊠something else too. Something personal.â
âHuh? W-WhatâŠ?â
Iâm not letting it slide this time. Once this clueless otaku starts talking, he doesnât stop.
Asanagiâs eyes are clearly darting around.
âThereâs some work Iâd like us to do together in the storage room, so after school⊠you free?â
âOh, uh, no, Iâve got to give instructions and stuff⊠Everyoneâd probably preferââ
ââNah, weâre fine with it.â
The one who pulls the rug out is Amami-san.
âY-Yuu⊠But if both of us step out, itâll be kinda bad, rightâŠ?â
âIâm practically a committee member too, so Iâll handle the easy stuff. No problem at all.â
With a subtle wink, Amami-san flicks her eyes toward me.
I forgot to clue her in amid my nerves, but she picked up on it perfectly.
âIâll grab the key, so Asanagi-san, head to the storage room first, okay?â
âNo, wait, weâre not doneââ
âIf you donât want to, you donât have to come⊠but Iâd, uh, be glad if you didâŠâ
âUhâŠâ
Muttering âIâm gladâ under my breath so only Asanagi catches it, I bolt back to my seat and focus solely on the wood grain of my desk.
Man, what an embarrassing stunt I just pulled.
Curious stares prick at me from all over, but after going this far, even Asanagi canât ignore me now.
(Asanagi) You idiot, Maehara. I hate you.
Mid-sixth period, that message pings my phone.
After school, I grab the key from the staff room and head to the storage room, where a sulky-faced Asanagi greets me.
âIdiot, total idiot. Our thingâs supposed to be a secret⊠When you say stuff like that in front of everyone, I had to show up. Plus, you were sneaking messages with Yuu behind my back.â
âThatâs âcause you were ignoring me⊠Whyâd you start ghosting me after the weekend?â
âT-Thatâs, well, because⊠uhâŠâ
She came along since everyone was watching, but it seems sheâs not ready to explain why yet.
ââŠAnyway, letâs knock out the work first. Amami-san said about half the cans should be gathered by now.â
ââŠThatâs okay?â
âOkay or not, I called you here for that in the first place⊠Unless you wanna confess and clear the air firstâIâd listen.â
ââŠWork it is. Idiot.â
She grumbles, but itâs just sulkingâshe doesnât actually hate me. I figured Asanagi wouldnât, and knowing that possibilityâs off the table is a relief for now.
Using the borrowed key, I unlock the storage room door and step inside.
In manga or anime, this is where youâd get locked in a dim storage room till morningâjust the two of youâbut in reality, the door opens from the inside too, and thereâs fluorescent lighting, so thatâs not happening.
âChecking the cans everyone collected and cleaning them out, right? Did she say where they are?â
âYeah. Amami-san said thereâd be black trash bags right inside⊠This, maybe?â
Looking around, I spot a huge pile of black trash bags on the right. Theyâre sorted by color, so counting shouldnât be hard, though it might take a bit.
âWanna split up? Asanagi, you start counting from that side. When weâre done, weâll wash the ones we need today and take them to the classroom.â
ââŠOkay.â
Setting aside everything I want to talk about, we focus on the task at hand.
âThis oneâs black, I guess⊠Ugh, thereâs a cigarette butt inside⊠Looks like cleaningâs gonna be a pain. Howâs yours, Asanagi?â
âMineâs fine. Probably depends on the groupâsome washed them, some didnât. Letâs set aside the dirty ones and rinse them together later. Also, Iâll tell Yuu to warn everyone about future batches.â
âGot it, thanks.â
âMm.â
Working together like this, it really hits me how in sync me and Asanagi are. She picks up on almost everything Iâm about to do, making every step smooth.
The workâs going fine, butâŠ
ââŠâ
ââŠâ
Once we run out of stuff to say, the storage room falls into dead silence.
Only the clink, clink of me and Asanagi working wordlessly echoes around.
âŠThis is super awkward.
Normally, when itâs just me and Asanagi, we barely talk while watching manga or moviesâsometimes even dozing offâso a silence like this wouldnât faze us.
But thatâs when thereâs no tension between us. This is different.
âAhâŠâ
âUhâŠâ
Every now and then, our eyes meet mid-work, only to flick away again.
What do we usually talk about? New Pizza Rocket items, B-movies, favorite manga characters, new games, sometimes school stuff⊠Thatâs the usual with Asanagi, but in this situation, thatâs not what I want to discuss.
ââŠHey, Maehara.â
âWhat?â
âYouâre not gonna ask?â
âAsk what?â
ââŠLike, why Iâve been avoiding you or something.â
âDo you wanna talk about it?â
âNo, I donât want to⊠but I know we canât keep going like this forever. And thereâs Yuu too.â
Me, Asanagi, and Amami-san all want to fix the rift that formed when our friendship got exposed.
To Asanagi, Amami-sanâs her longtime âbest friend,â and that hasnât changed.
Making up is definitely better than drifting apart like this.
But if weâre gonna do that, I have to ask.
Why did Asanagi keep our friendship hidden from Amami-san, even though there were chances to tell her?
âTo be honestâŠâ
ââŠYeah?â
âI really want to ask about you, Asanagi, and know whatâs up. Sure, a lot happened last week, but⊠then Monday rolls around, and youâre suddenly dodging me. Thatâs just confusing.â
ââŠSorry.â
âItâs fine. Friends or best friends, everyoneâs got stuff they donât wanna talk about. I havenât spilled everything eitherâlike my parentsâ divorce and all that.â
Outsiders might think, âThatâs it?â but to the person, itâs a real struggle.
âIf itâd make you feel even a little better, Iâd listen. âŠBut if youâre still unsure what to do, I donât think itâs right to pry with a bunch of excuses before youâre ready.â
I couldâve just asked straight-up when I got curious, but my urge to know clashed with wanting to respect Asanagi, and it ended up like this.
Indecisive and spineless, thatâs me. Overthinking every little talk is why Iâve always been alone.
âIâve got a ton I wanna grill you about⊠but if you say you donât wanna talk, I wonât ask anymore. Not until you feel like telling me, at least.â
ââŠMaehara, you sure? I might stay quiet forever, you know.â
âIâm fine with that.â
Itâs a little lonely as a friend, sure. But Iâll deal when the time comes.
âSo, thatâs that. Letâs get back to work and wrap this up quick. If weâre late, the classâll start guessing weird stuffââ
ââŠOkay.â
âHuh?â
âIâm fine⊠with itâŠâ
ââŠAsanagi?â
The moment I turn toward her, a sweet scent and soft sensation envelop me.
It takes a few seconds after Asanagi wraps her arms around me from behind to realize sheâs hugging me.
âWhaâ? Huh?â
ââŠMaehara, you idiot.â
Thinking about it, this might be the closest Iâve ever been to Asanagi.
Weâve had light stuff beforeâhead pats, hand-holdingâbut this might be over the line.
Her warm body heat against my back, and even through the uniform, I can feel Asanagiâs girly parts.
My heart starts pounding faster despite my confusion.
âIdiot, idiot. Whyâre you so nice, Maehara? Being kindâs your good point, but too much and youâre just a dumb pushover. Someone badâs gonna take advantage of you someday⊠like me right now, being all sneaky.â
âUh, umâŠâ
âNo. Donât turn around right now. If you do, it wonât just be a forehead flick, seriously.â
âI didnât even do anything⊠Fine, whatever.â
Sheâs not crying, but sheâs sniffling a lotâmaybe her eyes are misty at least.
âHey, Maehara.â
âYeah?â
âSorry about today. I freaked you out, huh?â
âFor real. I spent all day worried I did something wrong.â
âYou mad?â
âI wanna say no⊠but câmon, of course I am.â
âHaha⊠Yeah, fair. You didnât do anything, and I just sprang it on you. Really sorry.â
The hug tightens a bit, or at least it feels like it.
Thump, thumpâAsanagiâs heartbeat pulses through my back to me.
âAsanagi⊠Can I ask now?â
âSure. Whether I spill honestly is another question, though.â
âYouâre not gonna tell me? This is the part where youâre supposed to!â
âI know. But Iâm, yâknow, not your average girlâIâm tricky.â
âDonât say that yourself.â
âHehe, sorry for being a twisted girl.â
âGeez, seriouslyâŠâ
But for now, I think this is fine.
The awkward tension from before starts to melt away slowly.
ââŠHey, Maehara.â
âWhat now?â
âIf I said Iâd come clean about everything, would you listen properly?â
âYeah. Thatâs why I called you out here, swallowing my embarrassment.â
ââŠItâs gonna take a while, yâknow.â
âHow long we talking?â
âIf Iâm doing it right, probably back to middle school⊠or maybe even earlier.â
Iâd wondered âmaybeâ when I heard she transferred from a fancy girlsâ school to a regular co-ed one, and it seems thatâs where it all started.
But if sheâs willing to talk, I want to hear it properly.
What Iâm about to touch on is probably the uglier side of Asanagi as a person. And Amami-sanâs bound to be a big part of it.
The real Asanagi Umi, likely hidden from her best friend Amami-san all this time.
Still, me and Asanagi are friends. Not besties like her and Amami-san, but enough that she trusts me to open up about her struggles.
If Asanagi trusts me, I want to live up to that properly.
This is probably what they call being a dumb pushover.
âHey, would it be okay if we held off on this until the cultural festival?â
âIâll leave that to you, Asanagi. That timing works better for you, right?â
âYeah, probably.â
I donât get it, but if thatâs what Asanagi wants, Iâve got no complaints.
âGot it. Then letâs focus on work, and Iâll wait patiently for that.â
ââŠThanks, Maehara. Iâll tell you properly, so just wait a little longer.â
âAlright, back to work then?â
âYup.â
We dive back into the task. Itâs taking a bit longer than planned, but we can make excuses to the classâcleaning cans, more than expected, whatever works.
ââŠSo.â
âHm? Whatâs up? Câmon, we gotta hustle or itâll get dark.â
âNo, I get that, butâŠâ
Counting cans silently, I speak up to Asanagi.
âWhyâre you working right next to me on the same bag? Letâs split up.â
âSplitting or sticking together, the work timeâs the same either way. And if I had to pick, Iâd rather be here⊠for now.â
Sheâd let go of the hug, but instead of going back to her spot, Asanagiâs glued to my side, shoulder-to-shoulder, working away.
Feels like itâs less efficient this way⊠but saying that now, sheâd probably ignore me anyway. Geez, talk about clingy, selfish, or whatever youâd call it.
ââŠFine. Letâs just blitz through it together then.â
âHeh, finally getting it, huh? Such a handful, you are.â
âIâm the one compromising here.â
âDonât sweat the small stuff~â
âShut up, idiot.â
âHuh? Youâre the idiot. Moron.â
âOh, shut it, shut it. Idiot, idiot, idiot.â
Kindergarten-level bickering, but this is the usual me and Asanagi.
The stuff with Amami-sanâs still hanging, but for now, Iâll call it good with just me and Asanagi making up.
Itâll be fine. The Asanagi right now can definitely patch things up with Amami-san too.
After that, me, Asanagi, and Amami-san spend the days so busy with prep that we barely have time to dwell on the earlier mess.
Scrambling for extra work time, restocking materials that ran short midway, and the all-nighter push the day beforeâit all flies by in a blur.
And finally, cultural festival day arrives.
ââŠSo.â
âItâs doneâŠ!â
Despite all the hurdles, we somehow pull it off and get it finished.
We tie the strings to the rooftop railing in order, double-checking as we hang them. It matches the plan, but since itâs handmade, some warpingâs inevitable.
Still, hopefully it turns out okay.
ââŠYuu, howâs it look?â
After hanging it, Asanagi calls Amami-san, whoâs standing at a distance. Mosaic art shines from afar, so this is the quality check.
Amami-san and a few others from another group use their whole bodies to signalâ
âO, Kââ
The moment they do, all the tension drains from me.
Itâs just past 8 a.m. The festival opens at 9, so we barely made it.
âWe pulled it off somehowâŠâ
âYeahâŠâ
Me and Asanagi took turns napping, but itâs our first all-nighter for work, and the pressure kept us from sleeping well.
The cloudless autumn sunlight stings my eyes.
âMaehara⊠howâre you feeling right now?â
âScrew the festival, I just wanna go home and sleep.â
âSame⊠I know we canât yet, though.â
As committee members, weâve got one last push. Thereâs patrol duty during the festival, and cleanup afterward too.
Plus, that promise we made.
ââŠWhenâre we talking?â
âDunno. Maybe around noon, I think.â
So the morningâs free, then.
Unlike the classes running cafĂ©s, our exhibitâs off-limits to non-staff, so we donât need a guard posted.
My first high school cultural festival⊠Part of me wants to check it out, but sleepiness is winning by a landslide.
âMaehara, you look dead tired.â
âYeah. Iâm confident Iâd pass out in seconds if I closed my eyes.â
âThat bad, huh⊠But you worked hard, Maehara.â
âYeah. I really did.â
Itâs weird to say it myself, but Iâm impressed I made it this far. Asanagi and Amami-san supported me the whole way, but stillâcoming up with the exhibit idea, attending meetings, rounding up opinions, giving directions, negotiating with the school, etc. Even just collecting cans and turning them into an exhibit took a ton of behind-the-scenes effort.
I used to be totally uncooperative with this stuff, and now here I am, running around inside and outside school. Even Iâm shocked.
âAsanagi.â
ââŠYeah?â
âEven a guy like me managed to pull this off.â
âYeah.â
If a shy guy like me can grit his teeth and do it, thereâs no way Asanagi Umi canât.
âJust be your usual confident self. Like when you forced that losing ticket through with sheer gutsâface Amami-san head-on like that.â
âYeah, I know. I get it, but⊠what if it all falls apart?â
Looking down, Asanagi lets her anxiety spill out.
Over time, Iâve started to see itâAsanagi acts unflappable, but sometimes, she shows a delicate, timid side.
She desperately reads the room, bottles herself up for everyone elseâs sake, and ends up agonizing alone.
Sheâs not perfect. Sheâs a girl with that side to her too.
ââŠWhat do I do, Maehara? Iâm freaking out. What if I tell everything and then Yuuâand youâend up hating me?â
Her hands tremble slightly, and itâs not just the chilly breeze.
Thereâs no way Iâd hate Asanagi after all this. She should know that, but sheâs still stuck on âwhat if.â
Oneâs a social butterfly, the otherâs a loner. But maybe, deep down, me and Asanagi are kinda alike, beyond just whoâs around us.
Whyâd it take so long for two similar people to become friends?
Noâmaybe itâs because it took so long that we got this close in such a short time.
ââŠAsanagi, Iâve got one request.â
âHuh?â
âOnly if youâre okay with it, though.â
I stretch out my hand toward Asanagi and say it.
ââŠMind if we hold hands?â
âWhaâ? H-Hands?â
Caught off guard, Asanagi blinks rapidly, glancing between her hand and mine.
âOh, uh⊠Your hands looked kinda cold, Asanagi. Thought Iâd warm them up.â
ââŠAre you trying to cheer me up or something? Pretty bold of you.â
âThe bold partâs unnecessary. If you donât want to, I wonât, though.â
ââŠI never said I didnât want to, did I?â
With that, Asanagi grabs my outstretched hand right away.
And just as I thought, her handâs freezing.
ââŠHeh.â
âWhatâs that for?â
âYour handâs warm, Maehara.â
âThanks, I guess. Yours is just too cold. Youâre too nervous.â
âMaybe. Guess I need to relax.â
Still holding hands, Asanagi lifts her face and takes deep breaths.
âHaa⊠Okay, thanks. Iâm a little calmer now.â
âGood. Youâre fine now, right?â
âYeah.â
Her tremblingâs stopped, so itâs probably time to let go, butâŠ
âAsanagi, you can let go now.â
âW-Well, you can let go too, Maehara.â
âââŠââ
Feeling the contrast in our hand temperatures, we fall silent for a bit.
âHey, Asanagi.â
âW-What?â
âItâs kinda chilly here. Wanna keep this up a little longer?â
âY-Yeah⊠Itâs cold, and itâs just us right now.â
Making excuses, we stay like that until itâs time to regroup.
The school chime rings under a crisp autumn sky, signaling the start of the cultural festival.
Our high schoolâs festival happens every other year, so itâs a pretty big deal. Posters made by the committee are plastered around nearby stations and shopping streets, and itâs hyped up on SNS too.
Itâs just begun, but the grounds are already buzzing.
âMaehara, you sure you donât need to sleep? Sensei said you could use the infirmary if youâre tired.â
âIf I sleep now, I wonât wake up. Plus, Iâve got patrol soon, so Iâll tough it out. Itâs the festivalâmight as well enjoy it.â
Me, Asanagi, and the other committee members wear green armbands for patrol duty. Not much trouble usually happens, so itâs mostly just wandering around the school, apparently.
And, of course, me and Asanagiâs pair is no exception.
âHey, Maehara. Look, letâs check that out!â
âUgh, a maze haunted house⊠Iâm honestly bad with that stuff.â
âYou love zombies and horror movies, and youâre saying that? Câmon, patrol, patrol!â
âArgh, fine, fineâjust stop shoving meâŠ!â
So, taking the morning shift, we dive in as the first ones to âcheckâ the exhibitsâaka, just play around.
I feel a tiny bit guilty cutting ahead of other visitors, but letâs call it a reward for all the prep work.
âHaha, it was kinda underwhelming, but still pretty fun, huh?â
âY-Yeah. Itâs just a classroom setup, after all.â
ââŠEven so, didnât you cling to my arm partway through?â
âHuh? W-Whatâre you talking about? Mustâve been a ghost.â
âOh really? So the âAsanagi, donât go aheadâŠ!â was a ghost too? Pretty timid ghost, huh?â
âGuhâŠâ
âHeh, Maeharaâs so cute.â
To anyone watching, weâre totally acting like a high school couple, but the green armbands give us an excuse for anything.
This is just patrol duty. Checking the school, not a date or anything shadyânothing like that.
âŠWell, I wonât deny itâs kinda fun.
âMaehara, good work. Here, juice.â
âMm, thanks.â
After finishing âwork,â we take a break at the rest area, doubling it as a late breakfast.
Patrolâs about an hour, but we still managed to have some fun⊠I mean, do our job.
âWhereâs Amami-san?â
âFood duty. Itâs crowded, so itâll take a bit. For now, drink this and wait.â
Sitting on pipe chairs set up outside, I take a sip of the drink Asanagi bought.
Itâs fizzy, but not my usual colaâartificial sweetness and a unique flavor hit my nose.
âOh, this is melon soda.â
âYup. I donât usually get it, but for some reason, itâs the pick for times like this, right?â
âTotally. Itâs not overwhelmingly better than others, but that fake green just draws you in.â
âEspecially at movie theaters.â
âSo true.â
Melon soda over cola. Asanagi gets it, as always.
âHey, speaking of, do you go to movie theaters, Maehara?â
âHmm⊠Unless itâs something I have to see in theaters, I wait for the rental.â
I like theaters, but going alone makes me hesitate a bit.
Sure, some people go solo, but most are with friends or couples, and it makes me feel out of place.
âSo⊠youâve never gone with someone, huh? Definitely not.â
âDonât say it like itâs a fact⊠Even if it is.â
âHuh, really⊠Well then, how aboutâŠâ
Asanagi sneaks a glance at me and says it.
âH-How about this weekend or somethingâŠ?â
âHuh? W-What do you mean?â
âI mean, like⊠câmon, pick up on it, idiot.â
âS-SorryâŠâ
I get that sheâs inviting me out. Since weâre on the topic, itâs like, âWanna see a movie together?â We usually watch on my TV, so a big screenâs a nice change.
But âweekendâ and âjust usâ makes it feel kinda⊠different.
âAsanagi, you mean, uhâŠâ
âY-Yeah⊠uhâŠâ
Why is this happening?
Ever since we made up, being alone with her sometimes feels weird.
Hanging out and getting hyped over dumb stuff is fun, but in quiet moments, I start seeing Asanagi as a girl and get all flustered.
And probably Asanagi feels it too.
âSo, what do you thinkâŠ?â
âOh, uh⊠If youâre cool with it, Asanagi, Iâm free anytimeâŠâ
ââSorry, Umi, Maki-kun! Stuff came up, and Iâm super late!â
âââŠââ
Just as weâre about to lock in a date, Amami-sanâs voice cuts between us.
Perfect timingâor terrible, as usual. Me and Asanagi sigh in sync.
âYuu, youâre late.â
âSorry, Umi. I got caught up chatting with some friends⊠Hey, you two, over here~!â
Waving us over, Amami-san beckons, and two girls in different school uniforms peek out.
Both look like refined, well-bred young ladies⊠Wait, could they beâ
âOh, gotta introduce them to Maki-kun. These two are me and Umiâs friends from elementary schoolââ
ââNo, Yuu.â
Seeing the two old friends, Asanagi shakes her head faintly.
âThey might be that to you, Yuu, but not to me anymoreâbecause neither of them really thinks of me as a âfriendâ⊠right?â
âHuh? Ohââ
From those words and the way the two stiffen at the sight of Asanagi, Amami-san seems to catch on.
âAsanagi, you sure?â
âYeah. Itâs a bit earlier than planned, but⊠listen, Maehara. Hereâs my little inferiority complex story.â
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