Vol 1 Ch 5
Chapter 5 | From Now On, Henceforth
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It was about seven years ago when I, Asanagi Umi, first met Amami Yuu.
After classes ended, as I was walking home with friends as usual, I spotted a small figure trembling alone.
At first glance, I thought she was incredibly cute. Her long, shimmering golden hair and skin so pale it was almost startlingâI couldnât help but call out to her right away.
âW-WhatâŠ?â
The girl who timidly looked up at me was like a living doll. Her round, crystal-clear blue eyes were so perfect, I wondered if they had marbles inside them.
âIâm Umi. Asanagi Umi. And you are?â
âHuh? Um⊠Iâm Yuu. Amami Yuu⊠desu.â
âYuu-chan, huh? What grade are you in?â
âThird grade⊠I just moved here recently.â
She was shorter than me, so I assumed she was younger, but it turned out we were the same age. Now that I think about it, a friend from another class had mentioned a transfer student. This must be her.
âWhy are you walking home alone? What about your classmates?â
âFriends⊠um, wellâŠâ
âYou donât have any?â
At my question, Yuu gave a tiny nod.
That surprised me. Someone this cute shouldâve been swarmed with friends in no time, right?
âBefore I transferred, everyone avoided me⊠because of my hair color, my eye color⊠So I thought itâd probably be the same here too. I was scaredâŠâ
She told me a bit about her old school after that, and honestly, it was awful. Just hearing it made me angry.
Sure, in a class where everyone looks similar, a girl who stands out like her would draw attentionâbut thatâs no excuse to ostracize her.
âI see. Then how about we walk home together from now on?â
âHuh?â
Yuu blinked at me, her face blank with surprise.
Was it really that shocking? If someoneâs in trouble, you help them out.
Other kids might not care, but to me, itâs only natural.
âI mean, walking home alone is lonely, isnât it? Or do you not want to with me?â
âN-No, itâs not that⊠but, is it okay?â
âWhat do you mean by that?â
ââŠI mean, if you hang out with someone like me, Asanagi-san, you mightââ
âItâs fine. I donât mind.â
With that, I took both of Yuuâs hands in mine, holding them firmly as if wrapping them up. She looked a little startled, but I didnât let go.
âEven if I get left out, I wonât be alone. âŠBecause Iâve got a friend right in front of me.â
âAsanagi-sanâŠâ
âJust call me Umi. Iâll call you Yuu from now on too.â
Iâd already decided the moment I spoke to her. I wouldnât let this girl stay alone, no matter what.
âHey, Yuu.â
âWhat, Umi-chan?â
âCould you smile for me? Just a little?â
âEhh!? S-So suddenly⊠thatâs embarrassing!â
âPlease? Just for me, secretly. I want to see Yuuâs cute smile, even if itâs only for a second.â
âUgh⊠O-Okay, just a little, then?â
On that empty back alley path, Yuu gave me an awkward smile.
âCute.â
The instant I saw it, the word slipped out of my mouth. And at the same time, I thought to myself:
This girl doesnât belong on the sidelines with a gloomy face like this. With her golden hair swaying softly, she should be shining brightly, lighting up everyone around her with that adorable smile.
âSo, letâs head home together, Yuu.â
âYeah, Umi-chan.â
âNo â-chan,â Yuu.â
âO-Okay⊠U-UmiâŠâ
âGood job! You said it perfectly. Great, great.â
âReally? Hehe.â
And just like that, me and Yuu officially became friends. Thatâs where this story begins.
The next day, I decided to introduce Yuu to my other friends right away.
They were Nitori Sanae and Houjou Manakaâtwo girls Iâd been especially close with since starting elementary school. We always walked to and from school together.
âCome on, Yuu.â
âO-Okay, butâŠâ
âItâs fine. Theyâre both my friends, and theyâre nice.â
I wondered if introducing her to others so soon after yesterday was a bit much, but the sooner, the better. Even now, Yuu was already clinging to me. If I waited too long, with her shy personality, she might never make friends beyond me.
I want to be with Yuu as much as possible, but I canât always be there every second.
For the times I canât, itâs better if she has more allies.
ââŠIâm Amami Yuu from Class 3-1. Um, nice to meet you.â
âYeah, nice to meet you, Yuu-chan!â
âNice to meet you. Youâre so pretty and cute.â
Of course, Sanae and Manaka welcomed Yuu with open arms.
Well, Iâd asked them beforehand to be nice to her, so that helped.
âSee, Yuu? All good.â
âYeah, thank you. Thanks to you, Umi, Iâve already made two new friends.â
I hate to brag, but Iâve got a pretty wide social circle. I hang out with Sanae and Manaka a lot, but Iâve got acquaintances in other classes too.
If I could just pull Yuu into the center of my friend group, sheâd have way more than two friends to spend her days with.
I was certain of it, and sure enough, things went exactly as Iâd predicted.
Yuu started smiling brightly in front of everyone. She regained the confidence sheâd lost at her old school, lighting up everyone around her with that dazzling smile.
Up to that point, everything went according to plan. Seeing Yuu grow cuter and more radiant by the day as I stood by her side filled me with pride.
Up to that point, everything was perfect.
âŠOr at least, it was supposed to be.
I started noticing something strange around the time we moved up to middle school.
A few years after meeting Yuu, just as Iâd hoped, sheâd become a central figureânot just in our class, but in the whole grade.
As a result, Iâd faded into the background a bit, but I wasnât jealous of Yuu over it. My worth isnât in my looksâitâs somewhere else.
âMorning, Umi!â
âWhoaâhey, hold on, donât just hug me out of nowhere! What are you, a puppyâŠ? Well, youâre cute, so Iâll pat you anyway.â
âHehe~â
Yuu, despite her increasingly mature appearance, was still as clingy with me as ever. She wasnât shy with others anymore, but with me, sheâd still flash that innocent smile from when we first became friends.
âSanae, Manaka, morning.â
âMorning, Umi-chan.â
âMorninâ~â
As for Sanae and Manaka, not much had changed. We were close, but they didnât cling to me like Yuu did. Honestly, thatâs normalâYuuâs just a little too attached.
âOh, right, Yuu, arenât you on class duty today? Did you grab the log from the teacher?â
âHuh? âŠOh, yeah!â
âGeez. Hurry up and go get it. Youâll get scolded if youâre late.â
âR-Right! Be right back, everyone!â
With that, Yuu dashed out of the classroom, her increasingly brilliant blonde hair fluttering behind her.
It was just a trip to grab the log, nothing more, yet she looked like a butterfly taking flight from a flower. Even our classmates seemed captivated by her.
âOh, hey, by the way. You two free next weekend? Saturday or Sunday?â
âThe weekend? Uh, letâs seeâŠâ
âDepends on my lessons, but why?â
âHehe, wellâŠâ
I pulled something out of my uniform pocket: free movie tickets for an upcoming release. My mom got them from a friend and passed them to me, saying I should go with my friends.
âThereâs four, so how about we all go? Then hang out somewhere after. What do you think?â
Actually, since starting middle school, the four of us hadnât hung out as much. Sanae and Manaka were busy with their lessons, and it was common for one or both of them to miss out.
When that happens a lot, the excitement fades a bit, but I still made a point to keep inviting them.
I didnât think our friendship would weaken just because we hung out less, but still, I wanted to spend time together and reaffirm it every now and then.
âUh, Saturday⊠Sunday⊠HmmâŠâ
âNext week might be tough.â
Iâd had a feeling, and sure enough, neither of them could make it.
âSorry, Umi-chan. You went out of your way to invite usâŠâ
âNo worries, no worries. If youâve got stuff you canât skip, thatâs that.â
I patted their shoulders reassuringly as they looked apologetic.
The movie thing was a bummer, but thereâd be other chances. Friends donât just vanish, after all.
âOh, how about the Sunday after next? Iâm free then. What about you, Manaka?â
âYeah, Iâll ask my parents. Tell them I need a break once in a while.â
See? Just as I thought. If you make a move, things work out.
ââSorry for the wait! I got the log from the teacher!â
âSpeak of the devil. Alright, Iâll let you know the meet-up time later.â
It felt a little lonely, but Iâd go to the movie alone. I couldâve asked Yuu, but thatâd feel unfair to the other two, and watching solo once in a while might not be bad.
So, on that day off, I headed into town without telling anyoneâonly to curse my terrible timing.
It happened that day, while I was heading to a theater farther out than usual.
A voice that shouldnât have been there reached my ears.
âYuu-chan, come on, letâs go there next!â
âW-Wait up, you twoâŠâ
In that instant, my heart squeezed tight.
I heard three voices.
Sanae, Manaka, and Yuu.
Yuu aside, why were those two here? Didnât they have stuff to do?
Trying to calm my racing pulse, I peeked at the three of them from behind cover.
âWhatâs wrong, Yuu-chan? You look down⊠Arenât you having fun?â
âHuh? No, itâs really fun being somewhere new, but⊠itâs still lonely without Umi.â
âY-Yeah⊠but it canât be helped. Umi-chanâs busy today or something.â
âYeah. I asked Umi too, but she said today wouldnât work.â
Thatâs not true. I only told Yuu that because Sanae and Manaka were supposed to be busy.
So why⊠why am I the one being left out?
âThey liedâŠâ
The moment I realized that, my eyes burned.
I didnât know why, but theyâd excluded me to hang out with Yuu in a different place.
âŠUnforgivable.
I wanted to confront them. Why did they leave me out? Was I the only one who thought we were friends? Did they start hating me?
Those words bubbled up in my boiling mind.
But even so, my feet wouldnât budge an inch from the shadows.
âWhyâŠ!â
At the last second, my reason held back my anger.
If I exploded here, everything would fall apart. Venting my rage might feel good, but itâd destroy the four of us in exchange.
In that moment, I got scared.
ââŠI have to pretend I didnât see this.â
I told myself thatâand I did. It hurt, and I was mad, but if I held it in, our friendship would stay intact for now. Yuuâs smile wouldnât have to fade.
Yuu could stay as she was. She didnât need to know.
I just wanted her to keep smiling like always.
With that in mind, I slipped away home without them noticing, like I was fleeing.
The movie ticket, smudged with some kind of drip, I tore to shreds and tossed into a convenience store trash can.
In the end, that was the only time they lied to me. But the shock of being betrayed by friends I trusted hit harder than Iâd imagined. As I kept up surface-level interactions, I eventually couldnât take it anymore. Without anyone knowing, my heart reached its limit.
That was around the fall of my third year of middle school. I was supposed to move straight to the high school division, but I told my parents everything and switched my path to a nearby co-ed schoolâthe one Iâm at now.
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ââSo, thatâs the story up until I started high school, I guess.â
Asanagi finally paused to catch her breath. She mustâve planned out what to say since yesterday, because even Iâwho didnât know about their middle school daysâcould follow it clearly.
Even now, Asanagi was so Asanagi. Too serious for her own good.
By the way, Iâd asked Nitori-san and Houjou-san to step away, and that was the right call. If they were here, Amami-san mightâve lashed out at them.
Iâm sure Asanagi wouldnât want that either.
âNo way⊠So when you changed schools and said it was because of tight tuition costsâŠâ
âThat was a lie. I gave a plausible excuse, but really, I just wanted to run away. Though in the end, Yuu followed me here anyway.â
âNo way⊠I mean, Umiâs my best friend! Sanae-chan and Manaka-chan are important too, but to me, Umiâs number one. My parents were super mad, and studying for the entrance exams was brutal, but I couldnât stand the idea of high school without Umi.â
Itâs no wonder Amami-san felt that way.
If Asanagi hadnât found Yuu trembling alone back thenâif she hadnât reached outâwho knows what wouldâve happened to her?
âYuu, you just said ânumber one,â right?â
âHuh? Y-Yeah.â
ââŠThatâs probably what messed it up. Iâm happy youâd say that, Yuu, but it ended up backfiring.â
âHuh?â
ââThe thing is, I actually asked Sanae and Manaka about it at graduation. âWhy did you lie to me back then?ââ
Thatâs why those two looked so awkward the moment they saw Asanagi.
âThey said they wanted to get closer to Yuu more than I did. Back then, Yuu was popular but barely hung out with anyone besides me in private, so other classmates got jealous.
Sanae and Manaka saw that up close and thought, âThen why not us too?â They apologized, said it was a spur-of-the-moment thing. To me, it just sounded like excuses, though.â
Hanging out with someone popular can make you feel important tooâmaybe thatâs the mindset they fell into back then.
Getting thanked for setting up time with Amami-san or making plans with her mustâve felt pretty good for them.
But to do that, they had to take that role away from Asanagi somehow.
âWhile Yuu was reclaiming her true self, I could feel myself getting pushed out of the center. Kids who used to talk to me started only talking to YuuâŠâ
Building something up with effort, only to realize itâs not yours anymoreâthatâd feel awful just imagining it.
Asanagi had been carrying that feeling alone all this time.
âBut itâs all my own fault, isnât it? I mean, Iâm the one who told Yuu to be like that, who wanted her to be like that. Telling her to stop now, to go back to being that lonely, isolated person from beforeâthatâs something I could never say. âŠThereâs no way I could.â
In this whole mess, Amami-san didnât do anything wrong. She was just being herself. As Asanagi admitted, the fault was hers.
If she hadnât reached out, hadnât helped, Asanagi couldâve stayed at the center of her own community. But then she wouldnât have saved Amami-san.
How did it end up like this?
âAsanagi, so the reason you didnât tell Amami-san about me was maybeâŠâ
ââŠYeah. I didnât want the friend I worked so hard to make get taken away.â
Keeping it a secret and distancing me from Amami-san would lower that risk as much as possible. Plus, since I didnât want a wider social circle either, it worked out perfectly for Asanagi.
Me, wanting to avoid the classâs noise, and Asanagi, not wanting to repeat past mistakesâ
Our needs meshed perfectly, maintaining this secret friendship all this time. But now, thatâs been forced to change course.
âHey, Yuu.â
ââŠWhat?â
âDo you like me?â
âOf course I do! Since the day we met, youâve been my favorite best friend!â
âRight? I really like you too, Yuu, even now. âŠBut at the same time, I kinda hate you just as much.â
âUmiâŠâ
She likes her but hates her.
It sounds contradictory, but I think I get how Asanagi feels now.
ââŠSorry, I need to cool off for a bit.â
â! Umi, waitââ
âItâs fine. Iâm not running away anymore. âŠBut sorry, I just need a little time.â
With that, Asanagi vanished into the lunchtime crowd.
I could guess where she went. With people swarming both inside and outside the school, thereâs only one place she could go to cool off alone.
âAmami-san, Iâm gonna go after Asanagi. Thereâs still stuff I havenât talked to her about.â
âMaki-kun⊠Yeah, okay. Please take care of Umi.â
She said to leave her alone, but that was to Amami-san. She didnât say anything about me, so it should be fine to follow her.
Sheâll probably call me an idiot again or something. Well, if itâs Asanagi, I donât mind.
As expected, Asanagi was on the rooftop.
âYo.â
I called out to her as she leaned against the railing, staring blankly below.
âWhatâre you moping about? Thatâs not like you.â
âShut up. I said to leave me alone, didnât I? Got no ears?â
âThen lock the door from the inside next time. If youâve got a way to isolate yourself and donât use it, itâs like youâre asking to be followed.â
ââŠMaehara, you idiot.â
âYeah, yeah. Here, take some tissues and clean your face.â
âMmâŠâ
Asanagi snatched the pocket tissues from my hand and blew her nose.
Today, Asanagiâs a real crybabyâunlike her usual self. Or maybe sheâs just been holding it together this whole time.
âYouâre amazing, Asanagi. Carrying all that and acting normal this whole timeâitâs impressive.â
Neither I nor even Amami-san had a clue until she let it all out.
Distrust from being betrayed by friends, the anxiety and loneliness of watching people drift away, and even an inferiority complex toward her best friend, Amami-san.
If it were me, Iâd probably have shut down long ago.
âYou worked hard, Asanagi. Good job.â
ââŠYeah, I did. So praise me more.â
âSure, I will.â
I patted Asanagiâs head, just like sheâd done for me once before.
ââŠUgh, I really spilled everything. All of itâthe past, the liking, the hating, everything⊠And saying it didnât even make me feel better. Iâm the worst. Just awful.â
âDo you hate yourself, Asanagi?â
âObviously. In the end, I did to Yuu the same thing I hated being done to me. Keeping you a secret, lying, having fun with you all by myself⊠How am I supposed to like someone like that?â
And not just onceâover and over.
But part of thatâs my fault too. By saying I wanted to keep it secret from the whole class, including Amami-san, I made it easier for Asanagi to lie.
ââŠSo, Asanagi, what do you want to do from now on?â
Waiting for her to calm down a bit, I brought up the main point.
ââŠWhat do you mean by that?â
âWith Amami-san. Do you want to keep things as they are, take some distance for a while, or something else?â
Words spoken canât be taken back, and feelings thatâve spilled out canât be undone. Thatâs why we need to talk about what comes next.
About Asanagi and Amami-sanâand about me too.
ââŠWhat do you want me to do, Maehara?â
âThrowing it back at me, huh⊠Well, since I brought it up, Iâll say it.â
ââŠOkay.â
âI think we should take some distance for a bit.â
âYou mean⊠between who?â
âMe and you, Asanagi.â
Iâd been thinking about it ever since Amami-san found out.
Given our personalities, even if we hung out later, we probably couldnât enjoy it purely anymore. The guilt toward Amami-san weâd been hiding with lies would always linger somewhere.
So, we reset our relationship for now. Asanagi should focus on making up with Amami-san first, and we can figure things out after everything settles.
âOh, by âdistance,â I just mean not hanging out alone for a whileânot ending our friendship. Donât get that twisted.â
âMaehara, but thenâŠâ
âWeâre in the same class, so weâll see each other plenty. We can keep messaging like weâve been sneaking around. Weâve got the class committee excuse too, so no oneâll bat an eye if we talk in classâŠâ
âMaehara!â
âWhat?â
âYouâre rambling about yourself too much. Listen to me properly too, okay?â
âOhâŠâ
Asanagiâs words snapped me back to reality.
Her feelings matter most here, yet Iâd started this talk only to push my own opinion on her.
ââŠSorry, I got a little flustered.â
âNo, Iâm sorry. I was so caught up in my own stuff I didnât think about you. I shouldâve known you were more overwhelmed than me.â
Sheâs right. For me, making friends like this was a first, and so was being caught up in a mess like this.
Thinking I could solve Asanagi and Amami-sanâs long-standing issue was pure arrogance.
âMaehara, come here. Hold my hand and take a deep breath.â
ââŠOkay.â
I did as she said, breathing deeply two, three times.
Just like Iâd done for her this morning.
âHowâs that? Calmer? How many fingers do you see?â
âThree⊠I didnât hit my head, you know.â
âHaha. Looks like youâre fine now. But letâs keep holding hands a bit longer.â
ââŠSure, okay.â
And somehow, I ended up being the one comforted by Asanagi.
Iâd told Amami-san something cool, but facing Asanagi, Iâm clinging like this⊠Man, Iâm so lame.
âMaehara, can I ask you something?â
ââŠWhat?â
âTell me your honest feelings. âŠWould you be lonely if you couldnât hang out with me?â
ââŠUh, wellâŠâ
No point in acting tough when Asanagi can see right through me, so I went with the truth.
ââŠYeah, Iâd be lonely. Obviously.â
No amount of bravado changes how I really feel.
I used to think being alone suited me better. I wasnât against having friends, but I figured socializing was just a hassle with no real payoff.
But I was wrong. Iâd just never known how nice it felt to be with someone I could relax aroundâI wasnât strong in solitude at all.
Sure, friendships come with headaches, but even so, the time Iâd spent with Asanagi was a blast. We could laugh off all the annoyances.
Taking distance doesnât mean our friendship ends.
But still, lonely is lonely.
âHey, Maehara.â
ââŠYeah?â
âDo you want to keep this relationship going with me from now on?â
ââŠI do, and I want you to make up with Amami-san properly too.â
âWow, thatâs pretty selfish. Even Yuu might snap at that one.â
âI know, I know. Thatâs why I said we should take some distance, right?â
âTrue. Since weâve been lying to Yuu this whole time, we need to draw a line somewhere, or neither of us can move forward.â
Getting Amami-san to forgive everything and still keep my convenient setup with Asanagiâthatâs way too greedy.
We need to think that through properly too.
âBut I get how you feel, Maehara. Thanks for being honest.â
âYouâre welcome. âŠSo, decided what to do?â
âYeah. Iâm still a little unsure, but⊠I believe this is the best choice for us and for Yuu.â
She seemed to have made up her mind. The gloomy Asanagi was gone, replaced by the usual cool Asanagi Umi.
âGot it. Then letâs head back to Amami-san and apologize properly.â
âYeah.â
I took Asanagiâs hand and hurried back to Amami-san.
Iâd keep holding her hand the whole wayâto show her we were still connected.
When we got back, Amami-san greeted us with a smile.
âWelcome back, Maki-kun. Thanks for bringing Umi.â
âWell, itâs the least I could do. âŠAsanagi, go on.â
âYeah.â
Reluctantly letting go of my hand, Umi stepped in front of Amami-san.
âUmi, you and Maki-kun got pretty close, huh?â
ââŠYeah. Itâs only been recent, but heâs an important friend.â
âMore than me?â
âYuu and Maehara are both equally important to me. No ranking.â
With her resolve set, Asanagiâs hesitation had vanished.
Iâd been worried, but it looked like I could just watch from here.
ââYuu, Iâm really sorry for lying to you and hiding Maehara all this time.â
With that opener, Asanagi bowed deeply to Amami-san.
Because sheâs her closest friend, she wouldnât brush it offâshe faced it earnestly and sincerely.
ââŠSeriously, Umi, you idiot. I was so scared. I kept thinking maybe you didnât see me as a friend anymore. That Maki-kun, with his smarts and kindness, was more important than a shallow doll like me.â
Just like Asanagi, Amami-san had been hiding her own fears behind her smile.
I could kinda understand that terror of losing a best friend now that Iâd made some myself.
âSorry, Yuu. Iâm such an idiot for making my best friend feel like that.â
âThen Iâm an idiot too. I didnât notice Umiâs struggles, always leaning on her⊠So I need to apologize too.â
Tears welled faintly in their eyes as they held hands.
Going back to how things were might be tough, but I still hoped they could be best friends again.
ââŠYuu, Iâm thinking of taking some distance from Maehara for a while.â
âHuhâŠ?â
Amami-sanâs gaze shifted to me.
Her look asked, Is that okay? I nodded firmly.
âMaki-kun, are you sure? When Umi says âa while,â itâs not just a week or two. It could be a month, two months, maybe moreâŠâ
âYeah, maybe. Sheâs stubborn like that.â
We hadnât set a specific time for âa while,â but knowing Asanagi, itâd probably drag on. Losing the fun times weâd had honestly sucked.
âEven so, youâre going along with what Umi says?â
âYeah. This time, no matter what, I want to respect Asanagiâs decision.â
âI seeâŠâ
Confirming that both me and Asanagi were set, Amami-san continued.
âYou two⊠youâre both such idiots, honestly.â
I couldnât argueâshe was right. Sheâs saying sheâd forgive us, and here we are asking her not to.
âSorry, Yuu. But I feel like I canât move forward otherwise. Not just a superficial âbest friendââI want to be real, equal friends with you.â
âUmiâŠâ
Unlike Amami-san, I think Asanagi never fully trusted her deep down. Looking back, not consulting her about the Sanae and Manaka mess mightâve been part of that.
âHey, Yuu.â
âWhat?â
âIâm stubborn, an idiot, drowning in inferiority, and Iâve been awful to you all this time⊠Even so, would you be my friend again?â
Asanagi was reflecting on herself, trying to change.
Instead of bottling it up alone, she was laying out her flaws and ugly sides, aiming to truly be friends with Amami-san this time.
âFriends⊠not best friends?â
âYeah. I want to start from a proper equal footing, then become best friends later. Jumping straight to âbest friendsâ without even being proper friends yetâthatâd be weird, right?â
To do that, sheâd shift all her time with me to Amami-san, working to fix their bond.
That was the real reason for distancing herself from me.
âUmi, youâre serious about this, huh?â
âYeah. This time, itâs no lie. âŠAbsolutely.â
âGeez, what am I gonna do with youâŠâ
Amami-san let out a big sigh, meeting Asanagiâs unwavering gaze.
It seemed sheâd caved, realizing Asanagiâs resolve wouldnât budgeâ
ââŠYeah, no way thatâs happening.â
âor so I thought, until Amami-san threw out an unexpected reply.
âHuh? Yuu, why not?â
âBecause thatâd be unfair to Maki-kun! He wants to hang out with his friend Umi too, and me hogging you⊠thatâs just swapping my place with his. No way thatâs okay.â
âBut then nothing changesâŠâ
Keeping my thing with Asanagi as is while making up with Amami-sanâwouldnât that make Amami-san too nice?
âHehe, donât worry. Instead, Iâve got a request for you two.â
âHuh?â
Apparently, Amami-san had a brilliant idea to solve this in one shot.
A way to settle things that both Asanagi and Amami-san could accept.
âHey, you two⊠remember the day I showed up at Maki-kunâs house?â
âWell, yeah⊠right, Maehara?â
âYeah, uh, that wasâŠâ
That time we were messing around under the guise of festival prepâseeing Amami-san on the intercom, smiling sadly, still sticks with me vividly.
âWhat were you two doing behind my back that day? I wanna see the rest of Umi and Maki-kunâs secret playtime.â
Her usual angelic smile felt downright devilish just then.
A few days after the festival, once weâd finished cleaning up the exhibit and tossing the cans, it was set in motion.
âDing-dong.
ââŠYes, Maehara here.â
âYahoo, Maki-kun!â
ââŠUh, whoâs this?â
âHey! Just give up and open the door already!â
I couldnât let her camp out at the entrance and bother the neighbors, so I let her in for now.
Amami-san, buzzing with energy all day, and beside her, Asanagi, her cheeks faintly flushed.
ââŠYo, Maehara.â
ââŠHey, Asanagi.â
We greeted each other like always.
Amami-sanâs proposed penalty game had already kicked off.
âHehe, Iâm just air today, okay? You two donât need to mind meâjust relax like usual.â
Amami-san plopped down in front of the table, grinning as she watched us sit shoulder-to-shoulder on the sofa.
âŠGood for her, having fun.
âWe agreed to this, but⊠now that itâs happening, Iâm kinda nervous.â
âY-Yeah⊠Wait, what were we even doing that day?â
To wipe the slate clean, Amami-san had given me and Asanagi a task:
âI want you to show me what you two usually do together, right in front of me (pretending Iâm not even there).ââThat was the gist of it.
âFor now, Iâm thirsty, so coffee⊠uh, the usual okay?â
âY-Yeah. Oh, but today, can you add a ton of milk and sugar?â
âThatâll make it super sweet, you sure?â
âYeah. Iâm in the mood for that today.â
âGot it. T-Then Iâll have the same, I guess.â
I wasnât sure if this was fine, but looking at Amami-san (whoâs supposed to be air) would break the rules, so I held it in.
âUh⊠here.â
âOh, thanks.â
Asanagi took the mug from me, her movements stiffer than usual.
ââŠPhew, itâs sweet. Really sweet.â
âWell, I made it super sweet like you asked. Order fulfilled.â
âYeah. Exactly the sweetness I imagined. Well done, I commend you.â
âYouâre welcome.â
Sitting side-by-side on the sofa, sipping coffee sweeter than café au lait together.
Normally, our shoulders touching wouldnât be a big deal, but now it felt insanely embarrassing.
Still, thatâs exactly why it worked as a penalty.
ââŠSo, wanna play a game or something?â
âYeah. Oh, and just so you know, Iâm totally beating you today, Maehara.â
âGive it a shot. Though, Iâm weirdly off my game today, so you might have a chance.â
âR-Really? Well, Iâm also weirdly off my game, so itâs a fair fight.â
Anyway, we just had to act normal. Amami-san wasnât asking us to flirt or anything.
âHey, Maehara, that moveâs annoying.â
âNah, itâs standard.â
âWait, hold up. Let that slide.â
âNope.â
âTake this!â
âHey, donât touch my controller!â
âHuh? Did my hand do something? Sorry, it moved on its own.â
âYou littleââ
It started awkward, but as the match heated up, me and Asanagi slipped back into our usual groove.
âW-Wait, whatâs wrong, Asanagi-san? Tummy ache today or something?â
âGrr⊠One more round, you jerk!â
âSure, sure, bring it on.â
ââSureâ once! Your mom taught you that, right?â
âSure, sure.â
âDonât get cocky!â
ââŠSorry.â
We were bickering a bit more than usual, but this was pretty much me and Asanagiâs vibe.
No clue if thisâd satisfy Amami-san, but we werenât lying, so we kept going.
âUgh, Iâm done! Never playing this again!â
âHaha, well, Iâll await your next challenge.â
âYou jerk⊠Next time, Iâll make you eat your words. Just wait till next weekââ
âFine by me. Iâll take you on next week or anytimeââ
âââŠOh.ââ
Thatâs when it hit us both.
Weâd decided not to meet up, but here we were, instinctively craving each otherâs company again.
This was how weâd been spending every week.
ââŠUgh, geez!â
âAsanagi? Whatâre youââ
âIâm telling Yuu properly this time. My real feelings, for real.â
Asanagi stood and turned to Amami-san, the overseer.
ââŠWhatâs up? Need something from this air me?â
âYuu, sorry. Hanging out with Maehara is just too much fun. Not seeing him for a whileâI canât do it. âŠNo way.â
With that, Asanagi bowed again, just like the other day.
Making up with Amami-san while keeping things with me the sameâseems Asanagi felt the same way I did deep down.
âEven if I spend more time with Yuu, Iâll end up thinking about Maehara at some point. Thinking about someone else while Yuuâs right thereâthatâs way more dishonest to you.â
ââŠSee? I told you so. You get it now?â
ââŠYeah. This time, I lose.â
Looks like theyâd talked it out before the penalty game.
Maybe Amami-san set this up to make us realize that Maehara Maki and Asanagi Umi canât just distance themselves that easily.
âHey, Yuu, can I be selfish one more time?â
âYeah, sure. Iâve taken so much from you, Umi, so I want to give back properly for once. âŠBecause youâre my number-one best friend.â
âOhâŠâ
Right. Even if Asanagiâs âsecond placeâ to most, she can still be âfirstâ to someone.
Amami-san, her parents, othersâand sure, me too⊠though since sheâs my only close friend, Iâm not sure if âfirstâ counts.
âThen, one more time⊠Yuu, is it okay if I keep giving my weekends to Maehara? I feel bad it might leave you lonely again, though.â
âYeah, itâs fine. In exchange, Iâll lean on you even more from now on.â
âGot it. âŠThanks, Yuu.â
âThank you, Umi.â
They hugged, apologizing for their mistakes as a sign of reconciliation.
It might not fully go back to how it was, but with how they are now, they can probably grow even closer.
âWell, then. Since Iâve truly made up with Umi, Iâll head out. Itâs dark, and Iâm hungry.â
âYeah. Then Iâll go withââ
But Amami-san stopped Asanagi from following with a hand.
âNo, no, Iâll head back alone today. Umi, stay and hang out with Maki-kun a bit more. Youâd like that too, right, Maki-kun?â
âNah, Iâm tired today, so Iâm fineââ
âYouâd like that, right?â
ââŠY-Yes.â
Amami-sanâs unexpected pressure made me nod on reflex.
For a split second, she reminded me of Asanagiâwas it my imagination?
âAir-meâs disappearing now, so enjoy your weekend alone together. See ya~â
âOh, Yuu⊠wait a secââ
Ignoring Asanagiâs call, Amami-san vanished from sight in a flash.
Sheâd stormed in like a whirlwind and left with a beaming, sun-like smile.
These past few days taught me one thing: like Sora-san, Amami-sanâs someone you donât wanna piss off.
âââŠââ
Left behind, we looked at each other.
ââŠS-So, wanna watch a movie or something?â
âY-Yeah, sure.â
Back in our usual spots, we decided to start a movie.
No one else was around, but it felt even more awkward than before, and we instinctively kept a little distance.
âAsanagi, what do you think?â
âHm⊠Anything you wanna watch is fine with me, Maehara.â
âSaying âanythingâ is the hardest⊠Oh, how about this?â
Scanning the TV guide, I spotted something: [Special Feature: Autumn Night Shark Movie Marathonâ12 Hours Non-Stop!] From timeless classics I knew to B-grade stuff reeking of obscurity. I love how niche channels do this sometimes.
âOh, nice. Letâs go with that. Perfect for us.â
âYeah.â
With all its flaws to riff on, we wouldnât run out of things to talk about.
ââAchoo!â
I sneezed just as I grabbed the remote to change the channel.
I hadnât noticed till now, but itâd gotten pretty chilly as night set in.
â! Maehara, you okay?â
âYeah, Iâm fine. Just a tickle in my noseâachoo!â
ââŠYouâre not fine. If youâre cold, just say so instead of pushing it.â
âI-I was fine until a minute ago!â
âGeez, youâre such a handfulâŠâ
With that, Asanagi grabbed a nearby blanket and beckoned me over.
âHere, come on.â
âHuh?â
âDonât âhuhâ me. Iâm saying get in here with me.â
âUh⊠so, like, weâd be under the same blanket, togetherââ
âW-What else would it mean? âŠFigure it out, idiot.â
Seems I got that right.
âY-Yeah, sorry. âAchoo!â
âUgh, see? Youâll catch a cold like this, so hurry up and get in.â
ââŠPardon the intrusion.â
She was rightâI might actually get sickâso I obeyed.
I cautiously sat beside her, and Asanagi scooted closer, wrapping us both in the blanket.
âOh, might as well put this scarf on you too. Face this way.â
âUh⊠butââ
âNo arguing. Hurry up.â
ââŠOkay.â
Following orders, I ended up with a blanket, a scarf, and Asanagi right beside me.
â
âAlright, Iâll wrap the other half around my neck⊠There.â
The two of us huddled together under the blanket, now connected by a single scarf.
âHowâs that? Warm enough now, right?â
âWell, sure, but⊠this is a bit much, isnât it?â
âŠMore like embarrassing, honestly.
âQ-Quiet down. Iâm putting up with it too, so you deal with it, Maehara. Come on, letâs watch the movie.â
âY-Yeah.â
I turned my eyes to the TV screen for now, but of course, I couldnât focus with her right next to me.
Iâd been cold just a moment ago, but now my body felt hot from embarrassment and nerves.
A faint, sweet, pleasant scent drifted from Asanagiâand from the scarf sheâd been wearingâmaking my heart pound despite myself.
Weâre pressed together, but is my body odor okay? I havenât showered yet todayâhope Iâm not making Asanagi uncomfortable.
I sneakily sniffed myself.
âMaehara, what are you doing?â
âOh, uh, since weâre so close, I was wondering if I smell or something.â
âOh, so you do care, huh? Well, even if you do, itâs too lateâitâs already pretty bad.â
â! S-Sorry! I havenât showered yet, soâŠâ
âKidding.â
ââŠâ
I reached out and pinched Asanagiâs cheek firmly.
âOwowow, s-stop, seriously, stop pinching!â
âShut up, idiot.â
That Asanagiâteasing me the second she knows Iâm nervous.
âOuch⊠Sorry, sorry. For real, you donât smell, so relax.â
âReally?â
âYeah. Actually, am I okay?â
âYou donât need to worry about that. Honestly, to me, itâs more likeââ
ââŠHm?â
âOhââ
The moment it slipped out, I knew Iâd messed up.
Even if it was my honest opinion, saying Asanagi smells nice?
That makes me sound like some creep!
âOhâno, I meant I donât mind it either, it just came out that way⊠So, uh, itâs not like I got weird vibes or anything, definitely notââ
ââŠPfft.â
âW-What?â
âNothing. Just thought you donât have to scramble to cover it upâyou could just be honest.â
I braced for more teasing, but for once, Asanagi answered seriously.
Itâs not like pinching her cheek earlier changed her personality or anything.
ââŠYouâre not gonna mess with me?â
âNah, I wouldnât. I mean, when it comes to smells, weâre kinda even.â
âEven?â
âRemember that sleepover the other day?â
âOhâŠâ
Come to think of it, during that sleepover, Asanagi had wrapped herself in my blanket and slept in my bedâboth when she passed out and when we settled in for the night.
Iâd aired out the bedding not long before, but it wouldnât have completely erased my scent, so Iâd felt a little bad about it.
âEven⊠so you meanââ
âYep. Youâre not the only one getting all flustered sniffing someone else.â
With that, Asanagi scooted even closer to me.
ââŠYeah, your scent really calms me down, Maehara. Itâs not exactly a good smell, but itâs not bad either.â
âOh. Good⊠I guess?â
âYeah. Itâs good.â
I could feel Asanagiâs warmth and softness through our uniforms.
The movie was at the part where a man-eating shark battled a local superhuman fisherman, but our eyes werenât on the screenâthey were on each other.
âHey, Maehara.â
âWhat?â
âCan I call you Maki?â
ââŠIf thatâs what you want, Umi.â
ââ!â
In an instant, Umiâs face turned bright red.
âH-Huh? Umi?â
ââŠTake this!â
âOw! Whyâd you flick my forehead?â
âBecause youâre getting cocky for a Maki!â
âI just used your name! Howâs that unfair?â
âHeh, thatâs just how I am, so deal with it~â
She looked annoyed, but her arms were still wrapped around mine. Whatâs with her?
Happy one second, mad the next, smirking, then shyâsheâs all over the place.
But thatâs what makes Umi so cute.
ââŠHey, Umi.â
âHm?â
âI donât usually say stuff like this âcause itâs embarrassing, butâŠâ
âYeah, what?â
âWhen youâre smiling like this, I think youâre cuter than anyone else. âŠAt least, thatâs how I see it.â
âââ
Umi seems to think sheâs completely outclassed by Amami-san in looks, but thatâs not true.
The real Asanagi Umi has a charm no one can beat.
âSo, yeah. If people saw this side of youânot just the cool, composed vibeâtheyâd rethink how they see you, I bet.â
Iâm not sure if nowâs the time to say this, but itâs how I feel right now.
âHey, Maki.â
âW-What?â
After hearing me out, Umiâs expression slowly shifted into a mischievous grin.
âYou really do like me, donât you, Maki?â
âUghâŠâ
Iâd dodged it with âjust friendsâ excuses before, but thatâs not cutting it anymore.
Itâs a first for me, so I canât say for sure.
Still, I know I feel something for Umi beyond friendship.
At first, she was just a friend I clicked with, but as we hung out more and spent time together at school for festival prep, she kept growing bigger in my world.
Wanting to treasure the girl in front of me moreâthatâs not something you feel for just a âfriendâ or âbest friend.â
Iâm still too shy to say it outright, though.
âN-No, I donât like you or anythingâŠâ
âOh, come on, thatâs way too forced~ Look, âcuter than anyone elseâ? You donât say that unless youâre totally into me, right?â
âHey, even I can toss out a smooth compliment now and then!â
âLiar, liar~ Just admit it already~ Come on, look at me and say âI like you.â Oh, how about I kiss your cheek? Youâd love that, huh?â
âUgh, shut up! Get off me, idiot! No, I wouldnât!â
âAw, playing tough again~ Poke, poke.â
âHey, stop jabbing my cheek!â
And so, she kept messing with me until it was time for her to leave.
In the end, it was just another typical weekend alone with her.
Our fun time together flew by, and night fell.
âAhh, playing with Maki all day was a blast~ Huh? Whatâs wrong, Maki? You look kinda worn out.â
âYeah, âcause you turned me into your toy the whole time.â
Even after that, Umi kept poking at me. I tried to escape, but sheâd catch me with âYouâll catch a cold!ââand thanks to her, I completely forgot about the chill.
Plus, calling her âcuter than anyoneâ and all that other stuff⊠Ugh, just thinking about it now makes my ears burn.
ââŠMan, what are we even doing? We promised not to hang out just the other day, and here we are messing around like this. Yuu even forgave us for everything.â
ââŠYeah. Weâre hopeless, huh?â
Maybe Amami-san dragged Umi here on purpose, aiming for this exact outcome.
The timing of bringing her over, that sneaky side of herânatural, calculated, or both?
âAlright, letâs head out.â
âYeah.â
Since walking home alone at nightâs risky, I decided to walk Umi to her place. Not that itâs really about thatâI just wanted to stretch out our time together a little longer.
âBrr, cold! Gotta start wearing tights next time~â
The second we stepped out of the apartment building, a sharp, cold wind hit us. Itâs mid-November, but it feels like full-on winter already.
âYou okay? Here, a hand warmer.â
âThanks⊠Wait, MakiâŠâ
âWhat?â
âI know youâre all about practicality and stuff, but⊠seriously, that outfit?â
Seems sheâs got complaints about my clothes again.
A puffy black down jacket, black jeans, and thermal pants underneath for extra warmth. Perfectly functional, and obviously, totally uncool.
âEven if no oneâs around, youâre still walking with a girl, you know? Plus, dressed like that at night, youâre begging to get hit by a car.â
âHrmâŠâ
Canât argue with facts. If I wanted to avoid accidents, I could slap some reflective tape on, but Iâm not trying to look like a traffic worker.
âReally? âŠI dunno, whenever I pick clothes, I end up with boring dark stuff like navy, black, or gray. Bright colors just⊠donât feel right on me.â
âThatâs just âcause of your faâuh, I mean, your hairstyle or something. Trim your bangs a bit, and itâd change your vibe completely. Probably, maybe, possiblyâŠâ
âSorry for having such a dull face.â
âHeh, donât pout. Compared to your old grumpy look, youâve softened up a lot, so with some tweaks, I think youâd be fine. Youâll be okay.â
Will I? Well, if Umi says so, maybe I should trust her.
âGot it. Then next week, teach me some more.â
âYeah. Next week, huh.â
Next week. Same time, same place, just the two of us.
With that promise made, we walked silently, slowly, toward the Asanagi house.
ââŠUmi, uhââ
ââŠYeah, itâs fine.â
On a quiet street lit by evenly spaced streetlights, with no one else around, Umi and I held handsâneither of us sure who reached out first.
Since it was cold, I pulled her hand into my pocket.
ââŠItâs warm. Hate to admit it, but the functionalityâs top-notch.â
âRight? Itâs already warm, plus the hand warmer.â
âSo old-man-ish⊠Fine, Iâll let it slide just this once.â
âThanks. Well, itâs too embarrassing to do in front of people anyway.â
ââŠYeah. This is pretty bad.â
If a classmate saw us like this, itâd be a hassle, but even then, I wouldnât stop hanging out with her.
Iâm not planning to flaunt our friendship at school or sneak around too much. From now on, I want to keep things with Umi casual like this, even there.
âMaki⊠Weâre almost at my place.â
ââŠYeah.â
Weâd been walking at a leisurely pace, but now our steps slowed even more.
A freezing night on the way home.
Normally, Iâd rush inside to warm up, but right now, I wanted to stay like this. To feel the warmth of her hand in mine just a little longer.
âHey, Maki.â
ââŠWhat?â
âDo you like me?â
ââŠâ
My heart skipped a beat at her words.
âUh⊠in what way?â
âHmm, who knows?â
âHmphâŠâ
Another sneaky question.
Umiâs an important friend, and in that sense, I definitely âlikeâ her. Thatâd make it mutual, right?
âI-Itâs too complicated a question⊠I donât really get it.â
ââŠYou just have to say if you like me or not.â
âLiking or disliking isnât that simple, is it?â
Umi should know that from her stuff with Amami-san.
Liking but hating, or wanting to like even more because you already do.
Whatâs the right answer for how I feel?
âWhat about you, Umi? Do you like me? Thatâs what your questionâs getting at, right?â
âHmm, itâs tricky when you put it like thatâŠâ
After a moment of thought, Umi mumbled under her breath, looking down.
ââŠI might not like you, Maki.â
âAnother vague answer⊠So not hate, then?â
âYeah. âCause I donât just like you, MakiâŠâ
She paused, then continued.
ââŠI love you.â
ââHuh?â
Not just like.
Love.
What did she mean byâ
ââOh, look, weâre already at my house. âŠW-Well, Iâll head in!â
âOh, uh, yeah. See you next week.â
âYeah. Next week.â
Umi, ears bright red, bolted inside in a flustered rush.
âMan, that kinda thingâŠâ
Unable to process the sudden bombshell, I stood frozen in front of the Asanagi house for a while.
âŠThatâs so unfair.
After that, through the weekend and into Monday, I naturally spent my time stewing in frustration.
âNot just like, I love you.
âHrmâŠâ
That quiet confession from Umi Friday night stuck in my ears and wouldnât leave.
âWhat did she mean by saying thatâŠâ
Going out of her way to say âloveâ instead of âlikeâ probably means itâs not just friendly affection⊠I think.
I donât know her true intent, but it suggests she feels something more than friendship.
If thatâs the case, then her words that night⊠were a confession?
If so, thatâd make me happy, of course. A girl I care about saying she âlovesâ me?
âI should reply⊠No, wait, I need to figure out my own feelings first.â
Is it romantic or friendly? If itâs the former, I just need to answer, but if itâs the latter, Iâm just a delusional idiot.
I want to know what Umi really thinks of me, her true feelings. But asking straight-up, âDo you want to date me?ââno way I could be that tactless.
Itâs early Monday morning, but no calls or messages from Umi, and obviously, I havenât sent any either.
âMorning, Maki. Momâs got a meeting out of town today, so Iâm heading out early⊠Wait, what are you doing on your bed? Practicing for the caterpillar audition?â
ââŠNothing, really.â
âOh? Youâve been like this since the weekend, though. âŠI havenât asked till now, but did something happen with Umi-chan on Friday?â
Seems sheâs been watching me. Iâve been too caught up in Umiâs âloveâ comment to notice much else all weekend.
ââŠN-No, nothing happenedâŠâ
âHmm. Well, if you donât wanna say, thatâs fine. But if youâre bringing her over, let me know. Iâll leave extra money for you.â
ââŠGot it. Have a good day.â
âSure, sure. See ya.â
After seeing Mom off, I started my morning routine. Thanks to all that circling in my head, I barely slept.
The bags under my eyes are worse than usual. Itâs not a bad worry, but Umi might think somethingâs off.
Iâve had plenty of Mondays where I didnât feel like going to school, but never thought a girlâs confession would be the reasonânot even a few months ago.
âEven a guy like me, Umi lovesâŠâ
My warped reflection in the boiling kettleâsulky-looking, with sharp eyes but no real standout features.
Umiâs probably the only oneâpast or futureâwhoâd care about a guy like me. Plain looks, a twisted loner personality, and she still said âlove.â
Thatâs why I have to tell Umi how I feel, honestly.
âŠThough if I got it wrong, itâd be a disaster.
ââŠAlright, Iâve decided.â
I gulped down some hot coffee to psych myself up, just as the intercom announced a rare morning visitor at the Maehara house.
âYes?â
âEhehe, morning, Maki-kun~â
ââŠM-Morning, Maki.â
âAmami-san⊠and Umi.â
The monitor showed the same faces as last weekend.
Amami-san with her bright smile, and Umi, cheeks flushed and looking down.
I let them in and asked for details.
âSorry, Maki-kun. Dropping by out of nowhere like this.â
âNo, Iâm already ready, so itâs fine⊠Whatâs up?â
âYeah. Umi talked to me about Friday. After I left, of course.â
ââŠOh, I see.â
Just as I suspectedâsheâd told Amami-san everything.
So, Umi reallyâ
And under Umiâs eyes, rare faint bags stood out.
âUmi, uh, your eyesââ
ââŠD-Donât look, idiot!â
âŠMaybe Umiâs been feeling the same way I have all weekend.
Too awkward to meet eyes, we both looked away.
âBut, Amami-san, why come here this morning?â
âYeah. Thereâs one more thing I want you two to do.â
âHuhâŠâ
Another request? Thatâs unexpected.
âW-Wait, you mean right now?â
âYep. Iâll explain later, but thereâs some stuff going on⊠Itâs up to you two if you wanna do it. I wonât undo last weekâs stuff if you say no.â
âSo, just a pure request from you, Amami-san?â
âExactly. Thatâs the vibe.â
Meaning itâs totally up to me and Umi to decide.
Given last week, it might be another embarrassing hit for us. Since weâre heading to school soon, itâll definitely be in front of a crowd.
ââŠAlright. Iâm in.â
âMakiâŠâ
Umi gave me an anxious look at my casual agreement.
âA-Are you sure? We donât even know what Yuuâs gonna ask yet.â
âTrue, Iâve got a bad feeling, but⊠with last weekâs flow, I figured we could take it as part of the penalty game. Plus, Amami-san seems kinda stuck.â
Come to think of it, Amami-san asking someone for a favor like this means sheâs genuinely troubled by whateverâs going on.
Since sheâs my âfriend,â I want to help if I can.
If sheâs important to Umi, sheâs important to me too.
âAnd, uh⊠Umi.â
âWhat?â
Amami-sanâs right here, but screw itâIâll say it. Better than chickening out.
âI feel the same way you do⊠Just wanted to get that out now.â
âOh⊠uh, y-yeah. Got it.â
Realizing what I meant, Umiâs face went red, and she looked away.
Her mumbled âidiotâ felt oddly pleasant this time.
âHehe~ So, Maki-kunâs on board. What about you, Umi?â
ââŠIf Makiâs doing it, I will too. That was my plan anyway.â
âThen itâs settled!â
Weâre both braced for whateverâbring it on.
âAlright, how about you two head to school together all lovey-dovey? âŠHehe.â
I didnât expect itâd be this embarrassing.
ââŠM-Maki, your hands are way too sweaty.â
âY-Youâre one to talk, Umi. Yours are pretty damp too.â
âC-Canât help it! This is my first time doing this!â
Right now, weâre walking to school hand-in-handâfingers fully interlaced, the so-called âloverâs hold.â
âWhatâs with those two? Showing off this early?
âFirst-years? The girlâs super cute. The guyâs some gloomy loner, though. Penalty game?
Itâs peak commuting time, so people toss comments our wayâprobably looking like a cozy couple. Ten percent envy, ninety percent jealousy aimed at me, Iâd guess.
Iâd love to click my tongue, but I donât have the bandwidth for that right now.
All I could think about was finishing Amami-sanâs ârequestâ ASAP.
âUmi, whereâs Amami-san at?â
âHmm⊠about ten meters behind us⊠hiding behind a pole, grinning to herself.â
ââŠAs long as Amami-sanâs having fun, I guess?â
Her request: âHold hands in a loverâs grip from leaving home until you get to the classroom.â
Naturally, weâd draw every eye the moment we stepped inside, but after that, we could act normalâno need to flaunt anything.
Whether we admit it or not, holding hands like this proves weâre pretty close, lovers or not.
âMore importantly, I canât believe there was a rumor going around that me and Amami-san were dating⊠Did you know, Umi?â
âYeah, actually. Nina and some kids from other classes asked me about it too. It was just baseless gossip, so I brushed it off. Happens all the time, so I forgot about it.â
No clue where it started, but apparently, since festival prep or sometime after, that rumorâs been floating around class and beyond. Iâm a loner, so it never reached me.
Back there, Nitta-sanâs joined Amami-san now. Amami-sanâs gently stopping her from snapping pics, but we should brace for other prying.
âNina⊠heh, that jerkâs so dead laterâŠâ
âU-Umi-san, uh, could you not squeeze so hard? It kinda hurtsâŠâ
I calmed Umi down from her ominous muttering as we passed the school gate and headed to class.
The reactions from those already in the room? Predictable, to say the least.
âW-Well, Iâm over here.â
âY-Yeah.â
We let go like it was nothing and went to our seats, but our classmatesâwhoâd just found prime gossipâwerenât about to let it slide.
âYep, figured itâd be her.
âWho spread that fake rumor about her and Amami-san?
âNo idea⊠Hey, go ask one of them.
âNo way. Asanagiâs been scary as hell since earlier.
Umi, meanwhile, chatted with Amami-san like usual after she walked in lateâwhile planting a brutal iron claw on Nitta-sanâs temple.
âAlright, everyone, time for roll call⊠Wait, whatâs up with you all? Something happen?â
âNothing, Yagisawa-sensei. Letâs start homeroom already.â
âAsanagi-san? Wait, are you on duty today?â
âNo, but letâs get going.â
âI know, but somethingâs clearly off todayââ
âSame as always, right?â
âEekâŠâ
Seems the teacher instantly clocked that messing with Umi right now was a bad idea.
âR-Right, my mistake. Sorry. Letâs take rollâŠâ
Umi strong-armed Yagisawa-sensei into moving homeroom along with some mysterious intensity.
âHey, Maehara-kun.â
âSorry. For this one, just use your imagination, Ooyama-kun.â
Oh, and during classes after that, Umi stayed red up to her ears the whole timeâsuper cute, just saying.
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