Epilogue: A Resolution
āSo, howād it go? Your date with Ojou-sama and Diva-sama.ā
The day after my trip to the theme park with Ojou and Otoha-san.
As soon as I arrived at school, Yukimichi was already asking me about the outing. I donāt remember telling him about it, but from the looks of it, word gets around to him.
āI must have done something wrong⦠Towards the end, they both seemed pretty down.ā
āAh⦠I see. Just from that, Iāve pretty much pieced together what happened.ā
I was completely clueless, but it seemed like a lot of things were clicking into place for Yukimichi.
Thatās what youād expect from the guy who knows everything, I suppose. I really wish I could learn his observation skills.
āā¦ā
āSo, whatās on your mind?ā
āWhat do you mean?ā
āThereās no point in hiding it. Itās totally obvious that somethingās bugging you.ā
ā¦I canāt win. Not against him.
āWell, Iāve just got a lot on my mind.ā
āOn your mind?ā
āYeah⦠To be honest, Iām starting to wonder if Iām just getting in Ojouās way.ā
āI see⦠So this is the kind of situation where you use the phrase, āsave your sleep-talking for when youāre asleep.ā Ya learn something new every day.ā
āIām being serious here!ā
āGive me a break! Try putting yourself in my shoes, having to listen to this nonsense!ā
What does he mean, nonsense? Iām genuinely agonizing over this.
āā¦Well, it is the first time youāve ever said anything like this. I guess I can hear you out.ā
āā¦I appreciate it.ā
He might be an idiot in a lot of ways, but Yukimichi always ends up hearing me out.
āIāve served at Ojouās side all this time, and I thought I was supporting her. But now Iām thinking that in doing so, I might have been hindering her growth.ā
āā¦What do you mean by that?ā
āIām wondering if the reason Ojou never made many friends is that I was too overprotective. I mean, now she has Otoha-san and the people she got close with during the ball game tournament, but all of that happened when I wasnāt so involved.ā
āWell⦠thereās a lot I could say to that, but I can kinda see where youāre coming from. But why the sudden change of heart? Did something happen?ā
āYou could say that⦠I had an opportunity to see a side of myself I never knew existed, like my possessiveness towards Ojou.ā
āOhh. And what happened, specifically?ā
āUhm⦠When I slept in the same bed as Ojouā¦ā
āHold on a sec.ā
He stopped me right as I was getting started. If youāre going to cut me off, at least let the story get going first.
āWhat is it?ā
āExplain the situation.ā
āIt was what Ojou requested as a reward.ā
āWow, Tendou-san⦠She must have really worked hard for thatā¦ā
ā? Yeah, she did. She gave her all at the ball game tournament.ā
āWell, whatever. I wonāt say another word. So, what happened?ā
āā¦I was a little mean to her.ā
āYou were a little mean to her???ā
Yukimichi parroted my words.
His eyes were wide, as if he couldnāt comprehend what he had just heard.
āā¦Hey. If you keep stopping me like that, Iāll never get my story out.ā
āGot it. Okay. Iāll just keep quiet until youāre done talking, so just go ahead.ā
Yukimichi covered his mouth with his hand, settling into a listening posture.
Seeing that, I finally told him everythingāabout how Iād been mean to Ojou⦠how Iād let my possessive side show, and also what happened at the theme park.
āāAnd thatās the gist of it.ā
āDude, at this point, you couldnāt even complain if you were crucified for that.ā
āWhy not!?ā
āAny guy who doesnāt get it deserves to be stoned by every man in the world!ā
āHonestly⦠youāre as dramatic as ever.ā
āAlright, I held back! I really held back, me! I canāt believe I didnāt swing this fist! I deserve a medal for this!ā
There are times when talking with Yukimichi just doesnāt get you anywhere. Itās a bad habit of his.
āI mean, dude⦠if youāre gonna go that far, you might as well just embrace her.ā
āEmbrace her? You mean, Ojou?ā
āNo.Ā Itās fine. Itās nothing. Forget it⦠Anyway. So I get that you have a sadistic and possessive side. Thatās fine, but what are you so worried about?ā
āā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦This is still just an idea Iām kicking around in my head, butā¦ā
After thinking it over all night, coming to school, and talking with him like this.
My head has cooled, but my thoughts havenāt changed. So this is probably something thatās already decided within me. Itās what Iāve resolved to do.
āYou know⦠I think Iām going to try leaving the Tendou household for a while.ā
āā¦ā
āā¦At least give me some kind of reaction.ā
āā¦Nah. Sorry. That was so out of left field, I was genuinely surprised.ā
āHonestly, Iām surprised at myself. Iād never even considered something like this until recently.ā
I had always just assumed that I would be by Ojouās side forever.
āThat whole incident at the theme park made me realize just how immature I am. I might have been taking the environment of the Tendou household for granted. I need to take this opportunity to re-evaluate myself and become someone worthy of supporting Ojou. I canāt let my immaturity hinder her growth.ā
āI gotta say, your worldās-most-pointless loyalty is truly something to behold.ā
āThe āpointlessā part is uncalled for. You donāt need to say āpointlessā.ā
āBut will they even allow it?ā
āWho knows. Iām still just thinking about it, and it would mean I couldnāt take care of Ojou for a while. If I donāt get permission, then Iāll just have to find another way to better myself for her sake⦠Besides, it would only be temporary.ā
āTemporary, you say⦠Come to think of it, summer vacation is starting soon.ā
āYeah. Iām hoping I can manage something during summer vacation. So, if I do get permission⦠Iāll need you to lend me a hand. Iāve never lived on my own before.ā
āWell, it sounds like itād be interesting to watch, so I wouldnāt mind helping you out. But⦠I wonder how this is all going to turn outā¦ā
ā
āAnd that was the conversation I was listening to from the classroom hallway.
To be precise, I was reading their lips to understand their conversation, but thatās a minor detail.
āā¦Eito is⦠leaving the Tendou householdā¦ā
It came through loud and clear that he was thinking about me, in his own way.
But the shock of it was far greater. I had never even considered a life where Eito wasnāt by my side, even for a limited time.
In the end, it all depends on whether I grant my permission or not, but⦠I donāt want to stand in Eitoās way with my own selfishness. If he really were to ask, Iād probably put on a brave face, complain a little, and let him goā¦
ā¦No.Ā Thereās no point in only thinking about the negatives.
I should try to be a little more positive. In a way, this might be an opportunity.
I once tried to make Eito more aware of me by putting a little distance between us. It was an attempt I had to abandon after it attracted that outrageous thieving cat, Otoha⦠but this might be a good chance to try it again.
As for putting distance between us, last time was a bit half-hearted.
ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦Thereās a chance more thieving cats will appear, but thatās just how it is. Theyāll probably show up even if I do nothing. They were showing up even when he was by my side. At this point, another ten or twenty of them is just a rounding error. Thatās how insignificant a number like that has become.
āIāll turn this crisis into an opportunityā¦!ā
I clenched my fist, my resolve hardening.
āAnd so, summer vacation began.
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